Can't live much longer

[Raggas]

No school or job for four years. No friends in real life or online. Can't connect with anyone. Parents getting older everyday. Everything I hope for ends up terribly. Nothing appeals to me anymore. My life is a net loss. Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge. I wanted to jump off the bridge tonight but my will to live is too strong thanks to the medication. I know death is the only cure for me and I seek it every night.

 

[wiroho]

How old are you?

 

[Raggas]

How old are you?

20.

 

[throwaway123]

I am in a very similar situation.

 

[wiroho]

20.

Nothing in stone yet. It's still possible turn it around. If you can try therapy.

 

[Sickman75]

No school or job for four years. No friends in real life or online. Can't connect with anyone. Parents getting older everyday. Everything I hope for ends up terribly. Nothing appeals to me anymore. My life is a net loss. Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge. I wanted to jump off the bridge tonight but my will to live is too strong thanks to the medication. I know death is the only cure for me and I seek it every night.

You sound just like me when I was that age. Exactly the same right daown to the T.
Did you drop out of school? Is that why you said no school or job for 4 years?

 

[Psilo]

Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge.

I'm telling myself that too, I have overprotective parents, which destroyed my life along with social withdrawal.