Cant face work

[everydaythesame]

I was due to go back to work last monday but couldnt face it so went on a massive vodka bender after sinking into a manic depression. im due back this monday instead. as its closer panic is setting in. dont know what to do for the best.

 

[everydaythesame]

update. just bought another 2 bottles of vodka out of utter despair. see what happens.

 

[Samira_Hura]

I'm sorry you feel that way. When I drink, I have to do it secretly, without being seen.

 

[metfan647]

I always take an interest in these work-dread threads as I feel them. It was really tough going back in this week but the shame of being a NEET made me suck it up.

If you can afford to, take a break whether that's a total break or utilising the company's sick pay (if that exists).

Working something you don't enjoy is agony.

 

[everydaythesame]

I always take an interest in these work-dread threads as I feel them. It was really tough going back in this week but the shame of being a NEET made me suck it up.

If you can afford to, take a break whether that's a total break or utilising the company's sick pay (if that exists).

Working something you don't enjoy is agony.

Thank you, i have younger children too which i havent seen since christmas. the guilt and shame of wanting to die is just surreal.

 

[jazzcat621]

Before I was let go, I was attempting to ctb pretty much every Sunday night. I would put a bag over my head and belt around my neck and try to get myself to pass out. I would try so hard to overcome si but every time I would stop just maybe seconds before its over. I know the feeling, its torturous :(

 

[dalemar]

I am so sorry to hear you are going through this.
I don't know what to say.
I hope you can feel better anytime soon.

 

[everydaythesame]

I am so sorry to hear you are going through this.
I don't know what to say.
I hope you can feel better anytime soon.

I love you. thanks