Venting 活不下去 can live no more

[ChocoholicSawako]

不知道为什么我会出现在这里。
我愿像其他人热烈地追求生一样，热烈地追求死。
死亡本能如此强烈，让我不得不停下来注意聆听它的叫喊。
我当然有我活着的目的和期待，像别人期待未来的美好与灿烂那样，我期待死亡，眼泪，纸花，钢琴独奏和世界对我迟到的爱。

 

[absolomonisgone]

这就是我们都在这里的原因。在垂死中找到陪伴并找到勇气。

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

这就是我们都在这里的原因。在垂死中找到陪伴并找到勇气。

your words touched me.
are you Chinese as well? or did u translate?
thank you so much

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are very much understandable, in fact I see death as being the only thing that could ever be close to a relief, the thought of nonexistence comforts me as it's the absence of everything, there is nothing more ideal than being able to sleep forever. But anyway, I wish you the best.

 

[silentnights56]

不知道为什么我会出现在这里。
我愿像其他人热烈地追求生一样，热烈地追求死。
死亡本能如此强烈，让我不得不停下来注意聆听它的叫喊。
我当然有我活着的目的和期待，像别人期待未来的美好与灿烂那样，我期待死亡，眼泪，纸花，钢琴独奏和世界对我迟到的爱。

能热烈地追求一件事，无论是生还是死，就是意志的体现，就是充满力量的，甚至是美的。无论做何选择，祝你好运、无悔。

 

[Iwillhavepeace]

Why is everything written in chinese sound like a beatiful poem

 

[penguinl0v3s]

You and driven to take action, that is meaningful and beautiful in a way. Although it is not what our society and biology wants us to do, which makes shame arise, it is ambition no less.

Why is everything written in chinese sound like a beatiful poem

I think the grammar structure makes things read a certain way. It's different from English structure.

"此有故彼有，此生故彼生。无明缘行，行缘识，识缘名色，名色缘六处，六处缘触，触缘受，受缘爱，爱缘取，取缘有，有缘生，生缘老死愁叹忧苦，身心焦恼，如是种种，生起纯大苦聚。"

 

[sad_rock]

everything is beautifully written here.