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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
258
I need a way to entirely kill my desire for survival and the only way I know to kill that desire is xanax but I need a prescription for it and I cant get it unfortunately.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,022
There is no way to entirely kill survival instinct, at least not for everyone. But alcohol is an alternative. It works on similar receptors as benzos. But it doesn't work for me. Even at my drunkest most high condition, my body wants to withdraw from things like hanging or going into traffic. So the body still has automatic responses that you simply cannot fully numb away.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,733
No, but it helps a little bit
 
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Manic Panic

Manic Panic

The Black Dahlia
Jan 5, 2025
752
You either have to have a strong will , alcohol or benzos.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
737
Oral ketamine helps too.
 
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BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
62
Alcohol helps, it's not the same as xanax but it should be much easier to come by. I wanna be drunk and hopped up on xanax for mine personally.
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod
Jun 2, 2024
2,097
just be mindful of timing in whatever you choose, check drug onset etc so it can't potentially skew things towards failure, in theory.


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Aprilwithcake

Member
Mar 19, 2025
42
Worth testing and you can get any kinds of pills online with a bit of work
 
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
258
Alcohol helps, it's not the same as xanax but it should be much easier to come by. I wanna be drunk and hopped up on xanax for mine personally.
Im drunk rn and i feel i can do this to kjll insfinxt, can i drink alcohol and do SN?
 

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