Can I be told I suck?

[Dr.Duck]

Don't worry about reading this I just needed to write this out.

Everyone is so nice around me, I just want people to use their energy to say what I really am. Be mean, leave me, neglect me, hurt me!

Stop being nice. Tell me I'm overreacting or unimportant and not interesting. I don't deserve a kind world when I'm even going to be in it for that long.

Sorry for making two post in a day I needed to just vent about my thoughts. I'm definitely over sharing, if I am tell me. I'm AHHHHHHHHH FUCK ME FUCK ME SHOOT ME AHHHHH YOU SUCK. AND SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN BORN IF IT WERENT FOR SPORTS YOUD BE USLESS!!!!!

 

[Natanael]

I don't quite understand. Do you feel that people are lying to you because they are being nice to you?

 

[Dr.Duck]

I don't quite understand. Do you feel that people are lying to you because they are being nice to you?

I feel that I'm a problem for not thinking of myself like they do. I think the worst of me but with they're support I feel like a shit bag

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Only if you have a lollipop on you.

It's normal to need to vent. People have a right to exist even if they don't have any special talents.

 

[Timelapse]

Problem. You are showing vulnerability. People will be nice to you because you seem weak. Just roll with the punches of sincerity and uncertainty.