Can a person really bounce back from a decade characterized by self isolation?

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i think this is what will lead to my ctb. My mind is like a plate of food thrown at the wall. My mom is the one who tries the most to help me but it's just not enough. Nothing is enough. I think the only thing that would help is being parented for the rest of my life. I can't sustain myself. The closest thing to that is prison. I've considered doing a crime that would put me in jail for life but I don't think this path would fix anything.