Came here for the suicide talk

[GravityUtilizer]

Found a whole community who accepts my cynicism! Much love to you all, however long you can deal with staying on this godforsaken planet!

 

[whywere]

That is a great question! For me it all comes down to chronic pain control or lack of. Now with that said, @GravityUtilizer you ARE such a loving, caring and nice person!! LOVE your wit and it shows how cleaver and also thoughtful you are. You are a great global family member and you make me happy! Walter

 

[Heart Shards]

Chesshire cat: We're all cynical here.

 

[DocNo]

maybe thats the difference here. people get accepted and not just tolerated. this makes a big difference.

how long? depends. before i entered here, i would have said - less than a month. but now. dont know - could be 10 years. bit in a 50:50 mood right now.
but as ironic it sounds. this place and some people i already met here might be a reason to hang out for some time. who knows - i don't ^^

 

[Heart Shards]

maybe thats the difference here. people get accepted and not just tolerated. this makes a big difference.

how long? depends. before i entered here, i would have said - less than a month. but now. dont know - could be 10 years. bit in a 50:50 mood right now.
but as ironic it sounds. this place and some people i already met here might be a reason to hang out for some time. who knows - i don't ^^

People who want to die are the kindest souls. Sad.

 

[GravityUtilizer]

People who want to die are the kindest souls. Sad.

For real though.

 

[Heart Shards]

I actually have a theory why. People that have experienced unbearable pain, the appex of agony that they don't want anyone else to feel the same, just a thought.

 

[DocNo]

I actually have a theory why. People that have experienced unbearable pain, the appex of agony that they don't want anyone else to feel the same, just a thought.

i guess some experiences only can be understood if the person itself also had some kind of experience which enables this person to be empathetic about it.
that experiences can be quite different but the outcome like physical or emotional pain can so be shared and understood better like nobody who didn't experience something to some extent could ever imagine.

edit: my aunt for example is always happy to talk with me about here migraine cause she could share this with me as i have it too.
even here kids sometimes said to her, they can't hear her stories about her pain, cause the don't know this kind of pain.

 

[Heart Shards]

i guess some experiences only can be understood if the person itself also had some kind of experience which enables this person to be empathetic about it.
that experiences can be quite different but the outcome like physical or emotional pain can so be shared and understood better like nobody who didn't experience something to some extent could ever imagine.

I think that's what bonds us. We're a family, more functional family than my biological one.
My bio family would not want to hear none of this.

 

[DocNo]

I think that's what bonds us. We're a family, more functional family than my biological one.
My bio family would to hear none of this.

many years ago i saw an interview with - if i remember right - some grandchild or something like that of freud (maybe i am complete mistaken here :D - doesnt also really matter).
she said - the family we choose is often of more value than the blood related family.

but i guess relatives are always a complicated thing. many love hate relationships ^^

edit: another aspect i find interesting. at some level of suffering the concept of trying to live with it, is just not enough.
who can live with something that somehow feels like torture. that's just ridiculous.

 

[SmellyRat]

Yesterday i nearly choked on 50ml of vodka in one go and started throwing up blood.
My esophagus is probably inflamed from heavy drinking.