CaliguIa
pathetic jester :)
- Sep 1, 2024
- 33
day 4 without leaving bed I only went out yesterday night to get drunk and get my nose powdered. mission succeeded. I had a lot of cringe interactions at the bar with alcoholics and drug addicts, also got some wake up calls for being annoying, I just wanted to talk. Got strongly slapped on the face, it was fun. Just a plate of rice and bacon in 5 days and Im not hungry at all. my arms looking like cigarrets it kinda disgusting. Coke dreams are weird. hope my neighbours didnt hear me crying and sobbing unconsolably for hours, it was loud. I think Im gonna end myself soon without planning anything. Si is non existent, I could attemp on anything that doesnt require much preparation, Im so tired. No notes, no gifts, III just dissapear. Merry Christmas
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