• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
N

Numbanddumb

New Member
Apr 25, 2025
4
I'm curious what others might have for good dark and deep music recommendations… music that will help fuel my motivation to ctb and overcome the reservations I have. Music with the propers message has a strong influence on my state of mind. Some of my go tos are "Ghost" - Badflower, "Someone Somewhere Somehow" - Super Watevr, "Save Me" - XXXTENTACION.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Namelesa and FishRain3469
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
This song is for when they revived me from death. I listen to it a lot.

 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb and FishRain3469
Sunderland

Sunderland

Wanderer
Feb 9, 2025
35
inb4 elliot smith and nine inch nails the downward spiral
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb, Pale_Rider and FishRain3469
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,606
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: monetpompo, Numbanddumb, Pale_Rider and 1 other person
F

FishRain3469

Student
Mar 12, 2025
113


It's not dark or filled with misery, but Boy howdy.. it can have me crying something crazy / sad in No time flat.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb and FishRain3469
H

HowlerFlamingpaws

Member
Dec 26, 2023
24
Can't go wrong with Badflower's Ghost
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb, Pale_Rider and FishRain3469
Endlichkeit

Endlichkeit

Member
Feb 26, 2023
78


 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb
Knoc

Knoc

FATAL ERROR
Apr 21, 2025
83
I dont need any help for that
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465

They want me to sign in for all of yours...
Im still loving badflower ghost. Please share you songs if you have them. I will at some point.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: 22yearsbroken
D

dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
668
I love Evanescence on my good and bad days. Others think the bands music is sad, but I find it nice to have music I can relate to. When it seems nobody understands, I turn on my favorite album, Fallen and relax❤️
 
  • Love
Reactions: Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
I know a certain evanescence song that will bring hard memories, So I cant disagree with you. .
 
Last edited:
  • Love
Reactions: dust-in-the-wind
ladylazarus4

ladylazarus4

exhausted
May 12, 2024
255
radiohead- true love waits, how to disappear completely, no surprises (hits harder if CO is your method of choice), let down
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
Reactions: NoHalfMeasures and Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
I repeatedly played this song after my first attempt. Since I was dead I was an angel. Im the angel that had to die; be sent back to earth.

 
  • Like
Reactions: divinemistress36 and Numbanddumb
B

bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
290
johnny cash hurt cover is more emotional than the og from nin
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Numbanddumb, vitbar and Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
Still stuck on this song. need more!
 
  • Love
Reactions: Numbanddumb
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮

𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮

Everything i want for life is death
Apr 16, 2023
31
I really like this:

 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Numbanddumb and Pale_Rider
Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
184
I recently discovered Sewerslvt. Never listened to this kind of genre before. I really like the album "we had good times together, don't forget that". "ultradespair" is good. Makes me feel all kind of things, just not any positive ones.

 
  • Like
Reactions: Pale_Rider
Griever

Griever

Alone Among Ghosts
May 1, 2025
228
I have too many songs, but I can't decide on one
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Pale_Rider
macabre.

macabre.

Member
Nov 11, 2024
42


A song very dear to me
'It seems like every day's the same
And I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
And there's no color to behold….

You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here?

And I am aware now of how everything's gonna be fine
One day too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now, seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

And I'm not scared now
I must assure you, you're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now
And I'm not scared now, no'
 
Last edited:
  • Love
Reactions: Pale_Rider

Similar threads

s00ngone
Replies
1
Views
445
Suicide Discussion
getoutgirl
getoutgirl
losttagain
Replies
3
Views
514
Suicide Discussion
dizzy.
dizzy.
nomoredolor
Replies
53
Views
6K
Suicide Discussion
bankai
bankai
anagram
Replies
15
Views
4K
Suicide Discussion
dead dav
dead dav