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Kukubananas

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Feb 3, 2019
66
I'm back. Months of looking at all these methods, deciding on partial and I can't go through with it.

I used a wet soapy scarf and it worked. I wish I knew the material for anyone who wanted to ctb this way but I don't :( I basically threw myself down and past posts are right - the faster the better. I kept trying before and I kept choking or getting a bad headache/ringing. Soapy scarf made me almost black out in a few seconds before I went into fight mode and cut up my neck trying to pull my scarf off.

I realized that SN might be the only way I can go because I'm way too afraid of customs for A. But now they took LoudWolfs SN off amazon and I have no idea what to do. Any Canadians out there have any luck in the last few days before SN fell off Amazon Canada?
 
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Vaughn

Vaughn

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Feb 21, 2019
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May be easier to get the amytriptaline cocktail ....
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
So sorry to hear this. Though, I have no no idea how to get sn there, but I am also searching for a thing with all I've got. I know how it feels. Hope you will receive the help and get sn.
 
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Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
I'm back. Months of looking at all these methods, deciding on partial and I can't go through with it.

I used a wet soapy scarf and it worked. I wish I knew the material for anyone who wanted to ctb this way but I don't :( I basically threw myself down and past posts are right - the faster the better. I kept trying before and I kept choking or getting a bad headache/ringing. Soapy scarf made me almost black out in a few seconds before I went into fight mode and cut up my neck trying to pull my scarf off.

I realized that SN might be the only way I can go because I'm way too afraid of customs for A. But now they took LoudWolfs SN off amazon and I have no idea what to do. Any Canadians out there have any luck in the last few days before SN fell off Amazon Canada?
It's not on eBay either? SN
 
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OfficerK

Experienced
May 6, 2018
255
LW's sodium nitrite is still available on their website. Linking it may make them aware of this website, so it's best if you just google it yourself.
 
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Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
I'm back. Months of looking at all these methods, deciding on partial and I can't go through with it.

I used a wet soapy scarf and it worked. I wish I knew the material for anyone who wanted to ctb this way but I don't :( I basically threw myself down and past posts are right - the faster the better. I kept trying before and I kept choking or getting a bad headache/ringing. Soapy scarf made me almost black out in a few seconds before I went into fight mode and cut up my neck trying to pull my scarf off.

I realized that SN might be the only way I can go because I'm way too afraid of customs for A. But now they took LoudWolfs SN off amazon and I have no idea what to do. Any Canadians out there have any luck in the last few days before SN fell off Amazon Canada?

You can't use any one of these?
https://m.ebay.ca/sch/i.html?_from=...sodium+nitr.TRS1&_nkw=sodium+nitrite&_sacat=0
 
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Kukubananas

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Feb 3, 2019
66
LW's sodium nitrite is still available on their website. Linking it may make them aware of this website, so it's best if you just google it yourself.
Apparently they don't ship to Canada though based on previous posts
 

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