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tadoma

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@Suizident @JesiBel

Can't dm yet so that's why I'm doing this here. I'm planning to fsh on a stairwell later tonight (in six hours, or roughly 1am PDT). Will either of you be awake then?

Also someone lmk if I'm pinging wrong
 
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unevencompromise

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Whats FSH ?
 
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Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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I wish you eternal freedom. I hope you'll get unconscious super fast.
I hope than soon I can also do my suicide by full hanging.
 
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Worndown

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Tie to the bottom of whatever supports are available. That will be the strongest / resist sheer most for this application.

Rails handrails2 Stair Parts Diagram2
 
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tadoma

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Nov 1, 2025
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That's the plan, I'll send an image with the railing in around three hours when I get access
 
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for
 
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tadoma

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I'll keep you updated on the progress (haven't started yet since I'm waiting for it to be late at night). I think once I'm ready to go I'll make a post saying to assume I've succeeded if I don't post again after that point
 
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hi, just know someone thinking of u during ur attempt<3
 
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tadoma

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Update made it into the building!! I've attached pics of what I'm working with below.

According to the measure app on my iPhone, the stairwell at Point 1 in the first image is 7'2" (218cm), and the seat of the rolling chair is 50cm in the pic (can be adjusted down to 30cm). Brown part of the stairs is 14" (35cm). I am 5'6" (166 cm).

The rope is 50ft (15 meters) and 3/8 inches (nearly 10mm). It's a solid braided poly rope. It has a working load limit of 139 pounds, and I'm 121 pounds.

I'm planning on testing the noose with the water bottle.

Questions I have:

1. Should I use point 1 or point 2 as the anchor point? (see first pic)
2. I have vaseline petroleum jelly and dish soap. Which is recommended as lubricant?
3. +anything else about the measurements etc. I described above?

Anchor points
Iphone measure app stairwell height
Fsh items
 

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nihilisticmystics

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point 2, dish soap
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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Wishing you the best! I will keep you in my thoughts today <3
 
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I see you've been online just now. How are you doing? I'll be thinking of you.
 
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tadoma

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Yeah I might do it tomorrow instead since I'm not feeling that confident
 
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Terrible_Life

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Update made it into the building!! I've attached pics of what I'm working with below.

According to the measure app on my iPhone, the stairwell at Point 1 in the first image is 7'2" (218cm), and the seat of the rolling chair is 50cm in the pic (can be adjusted down to 30cm). Brown part of the stairs is 14" (35cm). I am 5'6" (166 cm).

The rope is 50ft (15 meters) and 3/8 inches (nearly 10mm). It's a solid braided poly rope. It has a working load limit of 139 pounds, and I'm 121 pounds.

I'm planning on testing the noose with the water bottle.

Questions I have:

1. Should I use point 1 or point 2 as the anchor point? (see first pic)
2. I have vaseline petroleum jelly and dish soap. Which is recommended as lubricant?
3. +anything else about the measurements etc. I described above?

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Hey good that you wrote all this!!
The working load of the rope is way too less. Normally it should always be 1:5 so for example person x weight is 80kg then the rope should at least have a working load of 400kg!
I really wonder what kind of poly rope that is because normally they can hold much more weight.
my advice is please don't do it instead buy a 12mm polyester rope those have a working load from 2000kg!
When you hang there fully for a short moment when you step off the chair or whatever it is your weight will be higher than normal that is called dynamic load. Then it'll be more than the maximum this rope can hold so it could it could break.
 
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Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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And i'd also recommend test your anchor point if it really can hold your weight
 
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tadoma

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Nov 1, 2025
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Mhm, hopefully it goes better tomorrow though. I'll do more practical testing then! Gn everyone <3
 

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