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Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I just can't get through social situations without someone criticizing me. I am talking about simple trips on airplanes or family outings. I almost feel like this was my destiny since I was 6 and after that I had no other option. I just can't fit in to society. My socialization is just too screwed up.

At what point do I quit this indignity? I can't prove that there is no hope. But how could I have reached this age I with such poor results?
 
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Deadweight

It's spilling out of me
Nov 10, 2021
74
What have you tried? You didn't mention it, but I don't want to assume. 'Screw this' should be after you've tried everything you can to get on top of your issues and nothing worked.
 
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Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I have tried taking lorazepam for anxiety. I have tried therapy with a therapist in an office that specializes in social anxiety. I have tried to increase my self-esteem.
 
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Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
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Public criticism can be a type of bullying. It may help to set boundaries. Calling someone to give an account might cause them to back off. For example, "What did I do to you that justifies your trying to hurt me?"
 
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I just can't get through social situations without someone criticizing me. I am talking about simple trips on airplanes or family outings.

What do people say to you? Who criticizes you more often, your family members or random strangers?
 
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Nov 25, 2021
158
People spend a lot of effort trying to fit into society, and I don't think society is worth the effort. I work hard and am self sufficient so I don't need to rely on others.
 
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Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
What do people say to you? Who criticizes you more often, your family members or random strangers?
What I mean by criticism is more like if I have a thought that people don't like like whistling in my head or coughing in my head people will make the same noise out loud to show their displeasure. My uncle kept coughing whenever I had a coughing thought in my head over the weekend. When complete strangers see me they immediately pay attention to my thoughts because I am under confident in this area.

This happens with complete strangers most often.
People spend a lot of effort trying to fit into society, and I don't think society is worth the effort. I work hard and am self sufficient so I don't need to rely on others.
You are absolutely right. However the conformists will try to make your life miserable if they don't like you.
 
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