Asking help for SN method with non prescription drugs to make it more effective. -from the Philippines

[despairbrownb]

Hello guys,

I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.

I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.

 

[nihilism__]

Hello guys,

I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.

I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.

I'm sorry you have been though this… and I'm basically in the same boat
But I'm determined to do it next weekend, I have placed a order for SN and I have paracetamol and Maalox to use. The only thing that is holding me back is how much Maalox to take

 

[pomcustard]

Domperidone and antacid don't require prescriptions as far as I'm aware. I'm sorry you're going through this.

 

[iwanttobeinpeace]

I'm also from the Philippines. Also wanting to know which non prescription drugs are an alternative fot the SN method.

 

[despairbrownb]

I'm also from the Philippines. Also wanting to know which non prescription drugs are an alternative fot the SN method.

SN method lang alam ko e. I was able to buy SN from a supplier, and twice nahuli ako ng nanay ko at tinapon. Ang worry ko lang is kung may mabalitaan na namatay due to SN, at nalaman sila ang supplier, baka maghigpit na sila at hindi na ako makabili, baka maghigpit din ang BFAD. Kaya ang ginagawa ko, tinatanggal ko yung sticker ng packaging para hindi matrace sa kanila. Kaya I really need to do this fast dahil wala na ako alam na ibang method. Mahirap talaga magpakamatay dito sa Pinas na relatively peaceful, kailangan violent and painful methods. Also, sabi daw nila pure SN daw, pero I have my doubts kung puro dahil mura lang, while I looked online mas mahal ang ibang suppliers. But it is pure white. Kasi kung curing salt lang yon, dapat pink ang color.

May nagcomment dito domperidone and antacid and it seems hindi need ng prescription. Yung metoclopramide kasi na alternative sa domperidone, need ng prescription.

 

[I_am_Lo]

Hello guys,

I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.

I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.

im not sure if over the counter in the philippines but promethazine is an antiemetic(anti-vomiting), as well as anti-anxiety and a sedative and/or sleeping pill

im not sure if over the counter in the philippines but promethazine is an antiemetic(anti-vomiting), as well as anti-anxiety and a sedative and/or sleeping pill

it should be over the counter in low doses and easy to get if you tell them you cant sleep and it is affecting your life heavily, and that you just need them for a week or something, 2 pills should do that usually stops me vomiting when i am having an ill day

 

[hamleic]

SN method lang alam ko e. I was able to buy SN from a supplier, and twice nahuli ako ng nanay ko at tinapon. Ang worry ko lang is kung may mabalitaan na namatay due to SN, at nalaman sila ang supplier, baka maghigpit na sila at hindi na ako makabili, baka maghigpit din ang BFAD. Kaya ang ginagawa ko, tinatanggal ko yung sticker ng packaging para hindi matrace sa kanila. Kaya I really need to do this fast dahil wala na ako alam na ibang method. Mahirap talaga magpakamatay dito sa Pinas na relatively peaceful, kailangan violent and painful methods. Also, sabi daw nila pure SN daw, pero I have my doubts kung puro dahil mura lang, while I looked online mas mahal ang ibang suppliers. But it is pure white. Kasi kung curing salt lang yon, dapat pink ang color.

May nagcomment dito domperidone and antacid and it seems hindi need ng prescription. Yung metoclopramide kasi na alternative sa domperidone, need ng prescription.

im also from the philippines. san kayo nakabili SN?
i researched everything na but its very hard to choose which one can work. i even search snake venom pero i dont know where to get a snake.
Hanging method is hard for me because of my location. i dont have my own privacy.
i tried inhaling butane, spray deodorant and others but not effective.
Its even hard to get a gun.
and even trying to get a hitman to kill me but failed to find one.
i even went walking to dangerous place just to test if someone wants to stabbed me to death but still nothing.
i even thought of jumping pasig river but i got scared if someone might see me and try to rescue me.


im so desperate na . pls if you have any more ideas. pls share it to me.

 

[mistakenhope08]

Hello guys,

I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.

I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.

I'm sorry to hear that, we're on the same boat. As soon as possible gusto ko na din i-end ang buhay ko. May nakita ako nagbebenta ng SN na isang company somewhere in QC sa google when i search SN Philippines it only cost Php 377 lang 1kg na and may online purchasing din sila. Nabasa mo ba ung isang thread dito na parang 48 hours preparation method? I think it should help a lot in schedule of taking meds needed for CTB. Pinaka basic need lang is SN, Water, Domperidome, Paracetamol/Ibuprofen, Antacid (Gaviscon Liquid prefer ko) which is all OTC. I think this materials will be enough kasi the simple process it is mas ok daw kesa madami meds itake baka lalo ka masuka dahil sa interactions. Hope this helps.

im also from the philippines. san kayo nakabili SN?
i researched everything na but its very hard to choose which one can work. i even search snake venom pero i dont know where to get a snake.
Hanging method is hard for me because of my location. i dont have my own privacy.
i tried inhaling butane, spray deodorant and others but not effective.
Its even hard to get a gun.
and even trying to get a hitman to kill me but failed to find one.
i even went walking to dangerous place just to test if someone wants to stabbed me to death but still nothing.
i even thought of jumping pasig river but i got scared if someone might see me and try to rescue me.


im so desperate na . pls if you have any more ideas. pls share it to me.

Meron ako nakita sa Google nagbebenta ng SN food grade for 370 pesos lang 1000 gm na. Dalkem Corps name ng company/store somewhere in QC meron din sila online purchasing

 

[hamleic]

I'm sorry to hear that, we're on the same boat. As soon as possible gusto ko na din i-end ang buhay ko. May nakita ako nagbebenta ng SN na isang company somewhere in QC sa google when i search SN Philippines it only cost Php 377 lang 1kg na and may online purchasing din sila. Nabasa mo ba ung isang thread dito na parang 48 hours preparation method? I think it should help a lot in schedule of taking meds needed for CTB. Pinaka basic need lang is SN, Water, Domperidome, Paracetamol/Ibuprofen, Antacid (Gaviscon Liquid prefer ko) which is all OTC. I think this materials will be enough kasi the simple process it is mas ok daw kesa madami meds itake baka lalo ka masuka dahil sa interactions. Hope this helps.

Meron ako nakita sa Google nagbebenta ng SN food grade for 370 pesos lang 1000 gm na. Dalkem Corps name ng company/store somewhere in QC meron din sila online purchasing

nacheck ko na kaso no permanent address pa ko. baka sobra tagal delivery.

 

[mistakenhope08]

nacheck ko na kaso no permanent address pa ko. baka sobra tagal delivery.

But by the looks of it legit ung company na nagbebenta di ba?

 

[Meowzart]

Where kayo nakabili ng SN? Naghahanap ako pero di ako sure kung legit yung nakikita ko sa mga nasearch ko.

 

[despairbrownb]

I'm sorry to hear that, we're on the same boat. As soon as possible gusto ko na din i-end ang buhay ko. May nakita ako nagbebenta ng SN na isang company somewhere in QC sa google when i search SN Philippines it only cost Php 377 lang 1kg na and may online purchasing din sila. Nabasa mo ba ung isang thread dito na parang 48 hours preparation method? I think it should help a lot in schedule of taking meds needed for CTB. Pinaka basic need lang is SN, Water, Domperidome, Paracetamol/Ibuprofen, Antacid (Gaviscon Liquid prefer ko) which is all OTC. I think this materials will be enough kasi the simple process it is mas ok daw kesa madami meds itake baka lalo ka masuka dahil sa interactions. Hope this helps.

Meron ako nakita sa Google nagbebenta ng SN food grade for 370 pesos lang 1000 gm na. Dalkem Corps name ng company/store somewhere in QC meron din sila online purchasing

Yes ive bought one na. Eto yung supplier na dinodoubt ko if purong SN or not. Also, hindi mo na dapat binanggit yung pangalan ng brand, dahil baka balikan at madamay sila. Ayoko din mandamay ng iba. Tinanggal ko na yung sticker. Balak ko sana yung stat dose para mabilisan saka oras ang hinahabol ko e, pag nagkataon wala ang parents ko, kasi pag 48 hours masyadong matagal at baka makita agad ako. Is stat dose recommended din ba? I read its as effective as 48 hour regimen, at eto pa nga nirerecommend ng the peaceful pill handbook. I remember back in college 10 years ago, suicidal din ako, nabasa ko pdf file nito. I never imagined back then na gagawin ko na siya ngayon at mapupunta ako sa kalagayang to. Nakabili na ko ng meds na required. Kating kati na ako, hindi ko na din talaga kaya, sobra na agony at misery ko, gusto ko na talaga matapos to. Hindi na ako makakaintay ng ilang buwan o ilang linggo. Sobrang sakit na. Aalis ang parents ko mga next week pa sa sept. 7, sana ganado pa ako that time at sana matuloy na. Kailangan stat dose para mabilisan. Dawalang linggo pa ako magtitiis at problema ko baka mawalan uli ako ng gana. :( . I attempted noong Aug 16 by checking in into a hotel sana, pero hindi natuloy dahil naabutan ako ng pagsara ng shop. If I will not be able to do this by sept. 7, the next time would be in late october na pag nagabroad parents ko. Hinding hindi ko na kaya tiisin ng ilang buwan pa.

Sana mapatawad at maintindihan ako ng Diyos, sana maawa Siya saken. I did everything I could na, wala talaga. I have begged for His forgiveness multiple times and sobra kong pinagsisisihan lahat lahat ng mga kasalanan ko, I mean all of them, including yung mga hindi ko pa maamin, mula kabataan ko hanggang ngayon. Sana maintindihan ako ng Diyos na hindi ko na talaga kaya na habangbuhay ako magdudusa in misery and agony. Also, I dont want my parents sana to feel guilty. Naiintindihan ko naman din sila, dahil hindi kame mayaman, at may mga sakit din sila, kaya hindi ako mapagamot. Ayoko magsisi at maguilty sila, hindi sila nagkulang saken. Eto na lang din sana naisip ko na tulong sa kanila para mabawasan na mga problema nila, dahil naging pabigat ako sa kanila, ever since natanggal ako sa trabaho noong 2016. Sana mapatawad, maintindihan at kaawaan ako ng Diyos.

How I also wish na sana reincarnation is real. :( I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, kahit man lang sana at least wala akong mental illnesses. :(

Ang pinakainaalala ko talaga ay yung mother ko, and also my father na makaDiyos pa naman. Kung ano mararamdaman nila pag namatay na ako. I will be hurt din, and I am so much worried about them, kung ano mangyayare sa kanila, kung ano mararamdaman nila, at kung ibeblame ba nila mga sarili nila, magsisisi sila, magiguilty sila, etc. Lalo na panganay ako, first born ako, kaya sobrang sakit sa kanila to panigurado. Ayoko isipin nila na nagkulang sila saken, at ayoko din isipin ng ibang tao to. Mahal ko pa din sila, sila rin lang talaga nagmamatter saken, pero hindi ko na talaga kaya. Hindi din madaling desisyon saken to, kaya sinasabi nila makasarili daw ang mga nagpapakamatay. Pero wala na ako choice, at hindi ko na talaga kaya tiisin to.

 

[iwanttobeinpeace]

Pinaka basic need lang is SN, Water, Domperidome, Paracetamol/Ibuprofen, Antacid (Gaviscon Liquid prefer ko) which is all OTC.

Thanks, will check this out para sa CTB ko using SN din. Medyo hirap kasi mahanap ang iba kasi need ng prescription which is a bit hard to get I suppose. :/

 

[hamleic]

Yes ive bought one na. Eto yung supplier na dinodoubt ko if purong SN or not. Also, hindi mo na dapat binanggit yung pangalan ng brand, dahil baka balikan at madamay sila. Ayoko din mandamay ng iba. Tinanggal ko na yung sticker. Balak ko sana yung stat dose para mabilisan saka oras ang hinahabol ko e, pag nagkataon wala ang parents ko, kasi pag 48 hours masyadong matagal at baka makita agad ako. Is stat dose recommended din ba? I read its as effective as 48 hour regimen, at eto pa nga nirerecommend ng the peaceful pill handbook. I remember back in college 10 years ago, suicidal din ako, nabasa ko pdf file nito. I never imagined back then na gagawin ko na siya ngayon at mapupunta ako sa kalagayang to. Nakabili na ko ng meds na required. Kating kati na ako, hindi ko na din talaga kaya, sobra na agony at misery ko, gusto ko na talaga matapos to. Hindi na ako makakaintay ng ilang buwan o ilang linggo. Sobrang sakit na. Aalis ang parents ko mga next week pa sa sept. 7, sana ganado pa ako that time at sana matuloy na. Kailangan stat dose para mabilisan. Dawalang linggo pa ako magtitiis at problema ko baka mawalan uli ako ng gana. :( . I attempted noong Aug 16 by checking in into a hotel sana, pero hindi natuloy dahil naabutan ako ng pagsara ng shop. If I will not be able to do this by sept. 7, the next time would be in late october na pag nagabroad parents ko. Hinding hindi ko na kaya tiisin ng ilang buwan pa.

Sana mapatawad at maintindihan ako ng Diyos, sana maawa Siya saken. I did everything I could na, wala talaga. I have begged for His forgiveness multiple times and sobra kong pinagsisisihan lahat lahat ng mga kasalanan ko, I mean all of them, including yung mga hindi ko pa maamin, mula kabataan ko hanggang ngayon. Sana maintindihan ako ng Diyos na hindi ko na talaga kaya na habangbuhay ako magdudusa in misery and agony. Also, I dont want my parents sana to feel guilty. Naiintindihan ko naman din sila, dahil hindi kame mayaman, at may mga sakit din sila, kaya hindi ako mapagamot. Ayoko magsisi at maguilty sila, hindi sila nagkulang saken. Eto na lang din sana naisip ko na tulong sa kanila para mabawasan na mga problema nila, dahil naging pabigat ako sa kanila, ever since natanggal ako sa trabaho noong 2016. Sana mapatawad, maintindihan at kaawaan ako ng Diyos.

How I also wish na sana reincarnation is real. :( I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, kahit man lang sana at least wala akong mental illnesses. :(

Ang pinakainaalala ko talaga ay yung mother ko, and also my father na makaDiyos pa naman. Kung ano mararamdaman nila pag namatay na ako. I will be hurt din, and I am so much worried about them, kung ano mangyayare sa kanila, kung ano mararamdaman nila, at kung ibeblame ba nila mga sarili nila, magsisisi sila, magiguilty sila, etc. Lalo na panganay ako, first born ako, kaya sobrang sakit sa kanila to panigurado. Ayoko isipin nila na nagkulang sila saken, at ayoko din isipin ng ibang tao to. Mahal ko pa din sila, sila rin lang talaga nagmamatter saken, pero hindi ko na talaga kaya. Hindi din madaling desisyon saken to, kaya sinasabi nila makasarili daw ang mga nagpapakamatay. Pero wala na ako choice, at hindi ko na talaga kaya tiisin to

my mom is the only the reason im trying to be alive but di ko na rin kaya tumagal.
im also pray to God to give me the sign and tell me what is my purpose if there is and kung wala naman why nit just take it back.
habang tumatagal my anxiety and depression is getting worse. i searched for something like offering my remaining time to volunteer to some communities that needed help but im broke. what i can offer is only my time. i want to do that as an option. im thinking why God cant just take my life kung ang buhay ko is pointless naman. why cant we just die if we wanted to especially me who is only been a disaster for my family. why there are others who are doing better is dying. why children are dying. why not just echange my life to them. di ba.

 

[Flippintogo]

Glad to see other Filipinos here. How about the one in Shopee? Legit kaya?
I found an N supplier pero baka scam

 

[Shiva_Story]

Did you guys manage to prove reliability of this SN source?

 

[M+A_forever]

Hello guys,

I'd like to ask your kind assistance if you can help me in any non prescription drugs to go with the SN method? So that I'll be able to absorb the SN without vomiting and with minimal pain. I want my suicide to be as peaceful as possible. I have access to a supplier of SN in the Philippines, but I don't know if any of the drugs recommended by this forum are available to me without prescription. I am so done with myself. I couldn't bear the agony anymore. I am so hurt and depressed right now. The world has been very unkind to me. My parents are planning for a vacation abroad in two months and I figured this is the perfect time to do it, and it's really frustrating that I'll have to wait 2 more agonizing and painful months before I can do this. I want it to be as quick as possible.

I am 32 years old right now, and my weight is about 140-150 lbs I think. If there is a God, I pray and beg for His forgiveness and understanding that I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I really wish reincarnation is real. If it is indeed real, I wish God will be kind to me in my next life, or at least I'm normal and won't suffer from various mental illnesses, or if I indeed will suffer from a mental illness again, I wish my parents would be more understanding and that our family would be better off financially so we can afford my necessary meds.

Hi, First of all, I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you find peace. As for your situation, I happen to be on the same field. I happen to be arriving in NCR next month. Can you tell me your source of SN? It would be much appreciated.
Edit: I found it your source, which is advisable to buy? 500mg or 1kg?

 

[egg_an]

Hi, First of all, I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you find peace. As for your situation, I happen to be on the same field. I happen to be arriving in NCR next month. Can you tell me your source of SN? It would be much appreciated.
Edit: I found it your source, which is advisable to buy? 500mg or 1kg?

Did you manage to buy it? I'm wondering if the shipping is fast or if they were able to deliver correctly