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darkness falls

darkness falls

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Oct 22, 2020
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I hate that it's come to this. I have always tried to be a good person and do the right thing. But that's not good enough. It never was. And I'm seeing it too late now. And there's no way out.

I'm talking about how other people treat me. They just suck. They suck at being decent and respectful. At least when it comes to me. And I don't know why! That's the worst part. I'm treated like shit. Like I'm nothing. Like I don't matter. It doesn't matter if it's someone who knows me or a complete stranger. I get the most rude, obnoxious response from people. It happens daily.

I honestly wish this wasn't happening to me. Can anyone else relate? I'd give examples but it's nearly 2am and I'm wicked tired. I'm essentially a lost soul wondering why he's treated like garbage. I have no fucking clue as to why anymore. And this has happened for decades now. I'm a forty year old nothing apparently. Goddamn it.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
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Same here.
 
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AmDead

AmDead

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Aug 20, 2020
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Well the sad thing is once you stop caring or become somewhat depressed, people don't want to have anything to do with you, causing you to fall deeper and thus, creating an ever-growing distance between yourself and the rest of society.
plus humans are just shit.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
"Hell is other people "

I know Sartre wasn't being literal when he said that but I take it as such
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
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