I have ordered SN and am waiting on it, it was very easy to find online on an ebay like website - God bless the balkans I guess.
The issue I'm facing is acquiring the metoclopramide. I didn't want to go through the trouble of convincing my GP so I went online and found a UK based online pharmacy that sells it in 90 pill packs for 40€, 60€ with the faster delivery option. I am concerned though that there is the slight possibility that I might not be able to get the package, which would be a worst case scenario that has been troubling me, imagining that I might be left with the SN only and no Anti emetic which I really, really hope does not happen. But in case I might be faced with such an awful scenario, I was wondering if only SN, paracetamol and some sort of antacid would be enough to take my last breath. My thinking is that people have committed suicide in much more primitive ways and have still succeeded, although I guess many haven't, so I was hoping even if I'm left without metoclopramide, after vomitting and drinking the second cup the amount of SN in my system would be enough to kill me. I'm looking forward to hearing everyone's opinions. Reading about and talking with like-minded people has lowered my anxiety a lot and I can't wait for everything to finally arrive. Things are actually not so bad now that I've been able to set my mind to it.
Cheers, everyone!
The issue I'm facing is acquiring the metoclopramide. I didn't want to go through the trouble of convincing my GP so I went online and found a UK based online pharmacy that sells it in 90 pill packs for 40€, 60€ with the faster delivery option. I am concerned though that there is the slight possibility that I might not be able to get the package, which would be a worst case scenario that has been troubling me, imagining that I might be left with the SN only and no Anti emetic which I really, really hope does not happen. But in case I might be faced with such an awful scenario, I was wondering if only SN, paracetamol and some sort of antacid would be enough to take my last breath. My thinking is that people have committed suicide in much more primitive ways and have still succeeded, although I guess many haven't, so I was hoping even if I'm left without metoclopramide, after vomitting and drinking the second cup the amount of SN in my system would be enough to kill me. I'm looking forward to hearing everyone's opinions. Reading about and talking with like-minded people has lowered my anxiety a lot and I can't wait for everything to finally arrive. Things are actually not so bad now that I've been able to set my mind to it.
Cheers, everyone!
