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Drkrzr

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Can anyone respond?
It's ok if no.
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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I am confused. I want to feel. But I can't.
Why am I numb? This is horrible.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

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Apr 29, 2021
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try to start with feeling hot / cold ... wet your hands with hot or cold water ... i understand you are referring to emotions and if you suffer from depression i know what you are talking about .... it's awful
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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I tried taking too much x to fall asleep. Usually I just pass out. I can't calm down. My insides are going crazy. This is new. Don't know what to do.
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
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Try to flush x out by drinking a lot of purified water. Do you happen to have any activated charcoal?
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

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Could it be a side effect what you are experiencing now?Are you alone in the house?
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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Alone but not dying. Not in danger. But not feeling. It's so weird. I want to feel something.
Alone but not dying. Not in danger. But not feeling. It's so weird. I want to feel something.
I wish I could send messages to people. I'm new here. But not new to this. God I'm tired.
 
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ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
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I couldn't feel anything when I was on antidepressants. I also stop feeling after a long period of feeling too much negative emotion. I think we just shut down emotionally after suffering so much. Can you think of anything at all that makes you feel something positive?
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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I'm trying. It's making me more crazy that I can't feel. I feel like like I should do something harsh.
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
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I'm trying. It's making me more crazy that I can't feel. I feel like like I should do something harsh.
Has not feeling been a long term issue for you?
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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Not a long term issue. When I want to feel sad or angry or whatever. I feel. I can't feel tonight. Does that mean I should CTB? I don't know.
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
Not a long term issue. When I want to feel sad or angry or whatever. I feel. I can't feel tonight. Does that mean I should CTB? I don't know.
No it doesn't. You probably just need a break from feeling bad feelings. Try not to worry about it. Maybe a distraction would help. Watch TV or listen to music. Wait and see if your ability to feel comes back.
 
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Drkrzr

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Dec 13, 2021
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No it doesn't. You probably just need a break from feeling bad feelings. Try not to worry about it. Maybe a distraction would help. Watch TV or listen to music. Wait and see if your ability to feel comes back.
Thank you for responding.
I'm panicking. Last time this happened I had an embarrassing night in the woods. I have a photo of how that ended up. Ugh.
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
You're welcome. I hope the panic goes away soon. Hugs.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are going through this. I can imagine it must be very horrible what you are experiencing. I hope you feel a bit better by this point. Being in a state of panic can be awful.
 

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