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Discussion Anyone with BPD or similar don't know why they're still here?

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SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

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Sep 11, 2022
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I don't know how I've made it this far in life. I know it's because I keep making half-assed attempts because I am desperate but I'd expect to be broken by now. Every day I make it through but I am not living. Does anyone else have this? Like they don't know why they aren't dead yet. How is it that I've powered through? Because people look at me and they act surprised at how I am still here. God even I don't know. Anyone?
 
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