Discussion Anyone else unable to do anything?

[katara]

I feel so guilty for saying this but I haven't done anything in years. most ppl spend their 20s going to college I never even finished high school and have done nothing since then. When I was in school I didn't do anything then either. I spent everyday in school then came home and laid down and would maybe watch YouTube or look at stuff online. I didn't have any hobbies. I didn't play any sports, I have no trophies no degree. I live with my mom and she doesn't care and I know she doesn't bc I got sick recently and have been in bed more and she doesn't care. I'm hungry but I don't even want to eat. I wish I could be anorexic but I already lack the energy for anything I can't imagine being anorexic.
I don't know what I could do at this point. I'm always by myself and I just feel like this is hell. I'll never have money so I know I'll just be sitting here as time goes on.

 

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me for my chronic illnesses, can't read all the post because my eyes hurt but yeah you are not alone

 

[katara]

me for my chronic illnesses, can't read all the post because my eyes hurt but yeah you are not alone

Try using dark mode I can't use anything but that bc white mode hurts my eyes. I'm tired as fuck all the time so focusing is already so hard.

 

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always use it, i have a condition called visual snow syndrome and my case is particular with extreme eye neck head and ear pain, it gets worse with screen use no matter what. thx anyways.

 

[Carrot]

I did try in life at some point, now I'm done. Not enjoying anything, sure, I indulge in escapism, but it's not even "fun", it's a distraction until I have an opportunity to ctb.

I'm worried only-SN won't work, but I don't even want to bother getting other stuff, maybe some OTC AE. I learnt that SN can explode with some stuff like lithium (it doesn't mean that lithium pills will cause an explosion, I don't know), I'm just worried about mixing SN with some random drugs (to lose consciousness), because it could burn a hole in my stomach or something. You never know any potential interactions.