Anyone else the family disappointment?

[xXiloveyouXx]

Dropped out of college, over 500+ job applications the past 8 months and still unemployed, had a plan I was excited about and working towards but it's been crushed by life circumstances, gf dumped me but we're still stuck together at my parents' house. I completely have given up on life the past month. I just drink and smoke and play video games waiting until the day I finally choose to commit.

 

[shuteyefish]

Yeah, me too. "If I had died earlier I wouldn't have to see my parents' disappointment" is something I think about often, and is one of my main motivations for suicide. I don't want to disappoint them any further - I owe them a lot more than I give.

 

[telekon]

idk if I'm the 'family dissapointment' but I am cut off financially and not allowed to live at home after not finding a job fast enough. if anything I'm disappointed in my parents. I think I made that clear. my family can all go fuck themselves if they are dissapointed. who the hell do you think raised me? the burden of disappointment is on them

 

[Reishi]

I'm always going to be the odd one or the black sheep of my family... I'm always going to be a waste of space ... it's just how it is for me