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Anyone else intimidated by death?

johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
I don't believe in the afterlife or anything, but it is still pretty intimidating. Just entering non existence for the rest of eternity. Peaceful yet scary even though I know I wouldn't be "aware" or conscious for it at all.

Anyone else feel the same?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
johnny said:
I don't believe in the afterlife or anything, but it is still pretty intimidating. Just entering non existence for the rest of eternity. Peaceful yet scary even though I know I wouldn't be "aware" or conscious for it at all.

Anyone else feel the same?
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Yes, it really bothers me. I wish I knew what to expect after. Why's it gotta be a big secret lol! Like nobody knows till u actually die.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
It's easier to believe in non-existence, whether you leave on your own terms, or die of old age,sickness or accident. It's just something that's inexcapable. It must be quite stress provoking for the truly old, the not knowing, what if there is a literal bus to catch and you ask the driver where are we going? And he says you'll find out when you get there? Do you step off and say fuck that and your just stranded here? Or do you continue on hoping for the best?
 
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Amber1974

Amber1974

Student
Dec 9, 2018
147
No, bring it
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,506
No, it's time to move on. It's inevitable so why prolong it for no reason?
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
im intimidated by a violent death like gunshot or hanging.

Death by N is fine with me though. Just fall asleep and never wake up. If I think about it deeper it gets a little uncomfortable. But I have so much chronic pain that it feels like I'm just quitting a video game that I lost or something. I'm okay with that.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
I'm intimidated by life!
 
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Sasha

Sasha

Member
Jun 13, 2018
94
johnny said:
I don't believe in the afterlife or anything, but it is still pretty intimidating. Just entering non existence for the rest of eternity. Peaceful yet scary even though I know I wouldn't be "aware" or conscious for it at all.

Anyone else feel the same?
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I used to feel the the same way but now death fascinates me, you are gonna die sooner or later so why be scared of it? I think death is beautiful thing.

Johnnythefox said:
I'm intimidated by life!
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Me lol
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
johnny said:
even though I know I wouldn't be "aware" or conscious
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That's the gotcha for me. I can't leave things unfinished here. Yet, that. So I'm stuck and frustrated too
 
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yaya

yaya

sad
Dec 17, 2018
11
It's scary not knowing what might happen. But life is the same way, right? You never truly know what's around the corner when you're living and breathing, and how awful it could potentially be. Living and dying are kinda similar in the sense that they're both unpredictable.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
yaya said:
It's scary not knowing what might happen. But life is the same way, right? You never truly know what's around the corner when you're living and breathing, and how awful it could potentially be. Living and dying are kinda similar in the sense that they're both unpredictable.
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This is so sound and truthful. We simply do not know. I could trip at the mailbox and get run over by a truck, or simply end it myself relieve the physical pain of a terminal disease. Does it really matter? Not at all.
 
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Ella Disenchanted

Student
Sep 3, 2018
120
I'm terrified because no matter whether you step off early.. It's coming for us all. That is a huge motivator for me to get the hell out of dodge.
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
I'm somehow less scared of the idea of me going to hell than just me being in a nonexistent void for some reason.
 
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Kdawg2018

Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
No, I'm scared at fail death :)
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
52
AveryConure said:
I'm somehow less scared of the idea of me going to hell than just me being in a nonexistent void for some reason.
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Strangely I am too and it's not like we would feel anything since we technically wouldnt be in physical bodies
 
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Ayeitsalaska

Student
Dec 19, 2018
117
I feel a fear in my gut.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I just want it to end with a smile on my face
 
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Speedhax

Member
Aug 29, 2018
23
I used to be afraid of non existence for eternity but now I'm over it. There's no difference between me dying now and dying later.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Not any more, the time I have left will not improve but get ever the more painful and debilitating, I will go out on my own choosing.
 
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