Venting Anyone else going to be homeless in the future?

[prettyclam]

I think I'll be homeless by the end of this year because of how poor I am. No matter how hard I try saving money, I never have enough. The mental hospital and therapy gave me debt that takes all my paychecks. Combined with other bills, I never have more than 200$ at a time. That's sounds so pathetic writing but it's true.

Nothing can help the situation. I've already thought of second jobs, better jobs, lowest payment plans, budgeting, ect. All the plans fail for various reasons I could write a paragraph about.

I don't know how I'll be able to save for college, buy a car, or move out at this rate. I feel behind compared to other 19 year olds who already have apartments and cars while in college.

It's only a matter of time until my dad kicks me out too. He hates me for being depressed and suicidal. I have no family or friends to lean on, so afterwards I'll be on the streets. I'll never survive.

Is anyone else in this predicament? I hate knowing I have no future apart from homelessness. It's fuels my suicidal thoughts and depression. There's nothing I can do except ctb, which I can't do either due to no available methods

 

[kosmischerunfall]

Hey prettyclam, i know exactly what you feel like.
I will ctb next month, but if i stayed alive, i would definitely be homeless.

When I was 16 i knew i wouldn`t make it far in life.
I was this shy, anxious loser without any goals or desire to keep going on.

I`m also 19 and feel so behind everybody, because they somehow seem so successful and without any problems.
And then there´s us with so much on our minds worrying about so much we shouldn`t worry about in our young years--

The problems i had made it impossible to think about a future where i live a normal life.
I was so lonely at that time, i had no support, no one that could understand me.

It must be hard to live in a country where healthcare isn´t free, i`m so sorry.
You just went looking for help, and this help is creating more harm than good..
We`re just puppets in this world that get controlled by the evil Politicians that want our money, no real empathy or love at all in this world.

Maybe living in a Motel or something really cheap, maybe a shared apartment with lots of people?

I really wish that you find a solution for this <3
If you ever want to talk, i`m here for youu :}

 

[LastNite]

Call the hospital if youre low-income ask them about applications such as financial hardship to forgive your debt. Also start looking for resources. You dont need to go to college if that makes life worse right now. You can always go to college later in life. Life is brutal sorry that is happening to you. I hope you find a solution to your problems. Please be safe.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

I probably will . It can be in 1 year or ten but the moment will come. Thats my main impulse tho, as i dont see myself surviving even 1 day.

 

[prettyclam]

Hey prettyclam, i know exactly what you feel like.
I will ctb next month, but if i stayed alive, i would definitely be homeless.

When I was 16 i knew i wouldn`t make it far in life.
I was this shy, anxious loser without any goals or desire to keep going on.

I`m also 19 and feel so behind everybody, because they somehow seem so successful and without any problems.
And then there´s us with so much on our minds worrying about so much we shouldn`t worry about in our young years--

The problems i had made it impossible to think about a future where i live a normal life.
I was so lonely at that time, i had no support, no one that could understand me.

It must be hard to live in a country where healthcare isn´t free, i`m so sorry.
You just went looking for help, and this help is creating more harm than good..
We`re just puppets in this world that get controlled by the evil Politicians that want our money, no real empathy or love at all in this world.

Maybe living in a Motel or something really cheap, maybe a shared apartment with lots of people?

I really wish that you find a solution for this <3
If you ever want to talk, i`m here for youu :}

It really is a shame that we have to stress about these things. Young adulthood is for finding ourselves, but capitalism makes it impossible without being rich or having a rich family who cares about you. Reading your comment made me feel better though. It feels less lonely knowing I'm not the only person experiencing this. It especially feels that way when all around you are successful people who don't understand. Living in a motel may be my only option soon. Just have to find a way to stretch whatever money I'll have.

Call the hospital if youre low-income ask them about applications such as financial hardship to forgive your debt. Also start looking for resources. You dont need to go to college if that makes life worse right now. You can always go to college later in life. Life is brutal sorry that is happening to you. I hope you find a solution to your problems. Please be safe.

I'll look into that. I've already lessened my phone bill to the cheapest option so next I'll see what can happen with my debt. Idk how it'll go though since I'm on my Dad's insurance (He's still making me pay though) but maybe it doesnt matter. College leads to better jobs which is why I want to go quickly, but waiting sounds better for now

I probably will . It can be in 1 year or ten but the moment will come. Thats my main impulse tho, as i dont see myself surviving even 1 day.

Waiting for that moment is agonizing, knowing it's coming but not when. Everyday I wonder if this will be the day my dad kicks me out. Being homeless is tough enough even for the strongest, so my 5'2 100 lbs self will probably be trafficked the second I hit the streets lol

 

[58Alice85]

will run out of money soon
homeless februari 2026 if im not dead by then
maybe this is a good thing if i want to die? bums constantly die from cold, drugs, no food, etc

 

[Hollowman]

The only way I won't be homeless is if I win the lottery.