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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Apr 2, 2020
2,399
Every night, I feel relief because one day is behind me and tomorrow looks like the day I will start anew, it is full of promise. When the morning comes, the dread comes back with it too. I have been in this cycle for quite a while. Can anyone else relate?
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
the night makes me feel better too, but i've never thought about it in the way that you have. personally, the night makes me feel better because it's quieter (for me, at least) and more peaceful, which takes some stress off of my mind.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Yeah I get like that, maybe cuz of the quiet too. But also cuz I know I can go to sleep, and that's the one time im as close to peace as I can get.
 
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Avril

Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
576
I find it weird that I'm more active at night. I can function well during the evenings and do every thing efficiently.
 
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shush

shush

sans logique
Aug 16, 2020
29
i'm only awake during night. day time stress the fuck outta me.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
I definitely like night time better because it's quiet and more peaceful. The world seems to stand still a bit...then on the other hand I hate night time because of my severe insomnia. At this point Im just not fighting it and just going to sleep when I can..I'll never have a socially acceptable schedule or bedtime.
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
536
I used to love early mornings. Having a blank, exciting day to fill with laughter and fun, and work. When I got really depressed, it all changed. I now love late evenings, the calm and lonelyness. And of course, 1 day down, x days to go.
 
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ocd is bad

ocd is bad

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Jun 26, 2020
206
I like the night because it's quiet and peaceful but I also feel the worst during the night time, especially if I'm trying to go to sleep.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
I feel worst at night since my mind doesn't rest
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
1000000000000% yes. It's quiet, it's calm, the darkness is like a nice warm hug and its sleepy time which is my favourite thing to do, insomnia allowing of course -.-
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
679
I can relate. Though at times, I find myself having depressive episodes during the night too.
That, or bad memories that creep back to haunt me and I feel either ashamed or a bit angered by them. :(
Still, I'd say the night helps me calm down better and have some peace. :)
 
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dieornottodie

Student
Aug 15, 2020
131
yes night time is magickal for me, especially the woods . nature in general
 
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insurancepolicy

Member
Aug 19, 2020
49
Definitely prefer nights. Especially when the depression is really out of control it helps knowing the nightfall means the expectations of the day are over...until morning at least.
 
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27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
116
Yeah I'm just a creature of the night
 
Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
The darkness, the quiet, I find more comforting. The days are full of pressure and full of people. I feel in a lot of ways "safer" in the dark. I always have. But it's then I can be invisible. And not see the world in motion around me, because the daytime highlights a lot to me how separate and alien I feel from most other humans.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,564
I have always preferred the night time to the day, but I never feel better. In this life, there is no relief from suffering. I always feel so tired no matter what time of day it is. The kind of tiredness that I feel is one that no amount of sleep could ever take away.
 
GlassAlwaysEmpty

GlassAlwaysEmpty

Red Grapes only
Jun 22, 2020
111
I do indeed, it's why prefer winter partly because of the longer nights.
The fact at night I'll spend 8 hours or whatever being unconscious is also something that I look foward to each night as well!
 
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