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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
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I brought this up in a previous post, but wanted to ask generally. Personally I'm 19, but I feel like i'm 12.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
I do as well. I'm in my 20s but feel like I'm mentally a child.
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
Same. I'm treated as such too
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
me too ... im 21 but i feel like im 13
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
574
No. But mine's actually the opposite. I'm 18 but I feel like I'm 50.
 
Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
I am 45 but feel much older like 70 or 80 and sum folks ssy i act that age to :meh::meh:
 
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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
259
"Feel like" crops up a lot. To me, it illustrates that you feel a difference between who you feel you are and who you think you should be. Ask yourself why there's that difference. Often times, it's only you that thinks that you 'should be' this or that (nobody else gives a damn) You've created that 'should be' image, it doesn't belong to anyone else, so you can equally destroy it.

Act as you feel, whether that be 12 or 50. Even if only to see where it takes you and how it feels. Let everyone else be damned.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
This new format is a bit weird.

Why is my reply to CoolGuy9 lumped together with my reply to Mort?
 
Pentobartbital

Pentobartbital

Crumbling
Feb 25, 2019
183
Why yes.

The body of a seventy year old invalid and the mind of a child.

At twenty seven life becomes much less bearable when enriching reading, fulfilling writing and once crisply eloquent and supremely productive discourse are infeasible.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
Why yes.

The body of a seventy year old invalid and the mind of a child.

At twenty seven life becomes much less bearable when enriching reading, fulfilling writing and once crisply eloquent and supremely productive discourse are infeasible.


Eh???
 
Pentobartbital

Pentobartbital

Crumbling
Feb 25, 2019
183
@JWL

my body feels ancient and my mental faculties are almost nonexistent. As someone who once enjoyed reading, writing and speaking, the contrast is overwhelming and part of why I yearn to self-terminate.
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
524
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GoodForNothing

GoodForNothing

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Mar 6, 2019
19
I brought this up in a previous post, but wanted to ask generally. Personally I'm 19, but I feel like i'm 12.

I am 24, just thick as sh*t. So yeah I feel miles behind myself and everyone else.
 
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