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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Is there anybody who positively without bias knows that they are not interested in any kind of productive structured activity in life but at the same time cannot CTB.

I just can't CTB yet no matter how bad my personal life gets. I am too cowardly and also I keep feeling that I'll be able to swing something in my favor despite my mental issues.

But deep down, I honestly know that I am more like a bag of air. Formless, shapeless, desire-less is how I see myself.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Yeah, there is so much shit to deal with. I feel the same. I wish I was never born so I wouldn't have to deal with this shit.
 
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