Discussion Anybody have their life ruined by antipsychotics?

[Blackroom_57]

I'm doomed to take antipsychotics forever for my schizoaffective disorder. Even when I stop them, I never feel as alive as I did before I ever took them. Life has no colour anymore. Everything is so dull. Anyone else have a similar experience?

 

[Darkover]

i am on antipsychotics and the dullness is hideous if i stop taking them for a few months i become extremely ill but if i smoke weed while off them i feel alot higher than i do on them