Anybody considering SN as a method should watch the Joe Winko video

[weirdworld]

I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to roll around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to vomit blood and rolls around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)

Is that the guy who was drinking red wine? Hence, red vomit, not blood

 

[weirdworld]

Is that the guy who was drinking red wine? Hence, red vomit, not blood

so true, my bad, I skipped through the beginning of the video bc it was broken up into sections. Will edit

 

[forfever]

Is that the guy who was drinking red wine? Hence, red vomit, not blood

do you mean he mixed sn with wine?

 

[bellaisdonewithlife]

So then what's painless? Is there anything painless? Carbon monoxide? I can probably get access to MAiD in Canada, but it could take a while to get it. From what I hear it's painless for most people. I would probably prefer to take myself out though.

 

[TANETS]

So im cooked basically

 

[forfever]

So then what's painless? Is there anything painless? Carbon monoxide? I can probably get access to MAiD in Canada, but it could take a while to get it. From what I hear it's painless for most people. I would probably prefer to take myself out though.

the words "suicide" and "painless" don't go together.

 

[TANETS]

Well this sadly led me down a rabbit hole . Poor guy .

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I'm almost positive that looked like a hangover after drinking nothing but brown liquor straight for two days on an empty stomach in the desert. That feeling when you're dehydrated, your heart is racing and you just want to drink water, but you keep puking up water. It also aligns with other reports people have made. Not a peaceful pill by any means, at least for me.

 

[bellaisdonewithlife]

the words "suicide" and "painless" don't go together.

I dunno man there has to be a top method or a few top methods. I'm thinking carbon monoxide looks pretty good, but the set up is tricky. It seems for that method it would be ideal to have a CO generator unless I missed some methods of producing it.

 

[Macedonian1987]

His mistake was drinking wine with SN. With the wine he prolonged his suffering and the time it took for him to lose conciousness. At least that's what I think. I could be wrong.

 

[dewdfish]

The website won't let me in lol

 

[Throwawaysoul]

His mistake was drinking wine with SN. With the wine he prolonged his suffering and the time it took for him to lose conciousness. At least that's what I think. I could be wrong.

I don't think the wine prolonged his suffering, because the time lines up with other reports. It's 15 to 20 mins. Everything in that video is pretty much 1:1 what other people have described.

 

[singingcrow]

did they have a beta blocker?

 

[Macedonian1987]

did they have a beta blocker?

Joe winko only said that he ingested 21g of SN. He didnt gave any other info.

 

[beautifulpristine]

I logged on tonight because I remembered Joe Winko and his horrible death. It has put me off of ever attempting via SN

 

[YourLocalSadGirly]

I dunno man there has to be a top method or a few top methods. I'm thinking carbon monoxide looks pretty good, but the set up is tricky. It seems for that method it would be ideal to have a CO generator unless I missed some methods of producing it.

In my experience CO is painless. It's as simple as putting burning charcoal briquettes in an enclosed space. There's a couple of good threads on here if you search for them.

 

[absolute failure]

I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to roll around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)

Video unavailable in my country wtf. Is Yew poisoning a better alternative then? :)

 

[BullsDon'tFly]

So then what's painless? Is there anything painless?

By browsing this site, exit bag would be the best: no pressure or pain, just blacking out. But it's difficult to obtain and set up. Correctly performed hanging should work too, but that would be a little painful anyway.

 

[amputatedandalone]

I don't think the wine prolonged his suffering, because the time lines up with other reports. It's 15 to 20 mins. Everything in that video is pretty much 1:1 what other people have described.

All in all, these videos appear to be just what I expected. After the first 15 or so minutes, he appears to be out of it and relatively docile, which is as described in the guides.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

By browsing this site, exit bag would be the best: no pressure or pain, just blacking out. But it's difficult to obtain and set up. Correctly performed hanging should work too, but that would be a little painful anyway.

I have to agree. I don't want to feel whatever those feels are durning that 15 to 20 minutes. Especially if it's what I think is racing heart and overall uncomfortableness. SN may not be "painful" but it sure isn't peaceful.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I can probably get access to MAiD in Canada

That's beautiful. If I knew a painless, risk-free death were possible, I could chill a long time waiting for it.

 

[BullsDon'tFly]

I have to agree. I don't want to feel whatever those feels are durning that 15 to 20 minutes. Especially if it's what I think is racing heart and overall uncomfortableness. SN may not be "painful" but it sure isn't peaceful.

Yup, I had a little argument with a user who said SN isn't painful and AE aren't necessary since you can die even if you vomit. As if being aware of your imminent death, grasping for air and tachycardia for 15 minutes is something one really looks forward to, and medication who are likely to reduce the time for LOC aren't "necessary".

 

[itsgone2]

First , his life story is terrible. Just insanely tragic.
As for his death, it certainly looks difficult, but I don't think unreasonably so. Parts are hard to discuss because it doesn't appear he took anything else but also can't be sure. Vomiting is bad but could be the wine. Yes he suffers but so many of us suffer hours every day; I'd trade that for 15 minutes if I knew it was going to work.

It's sad more than anything. Just not the life a person should be given. I feel that way for others too. The cruelty of the world seems needlessly excessive.

 

[violetforever]

what he said before broke my heart :( i know exactly what he means. i don't want to be anyone else either. i just want to be me but in a better world with better people in my life. watching him weakly writhe like that was so disturbing.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

what he said before broke my heart :( i know exactly what he means. i don't want to be anyone else either. i just want to be me but in a better world with better people in my life. watching him weakly writhe like that was so disturbing.

What did he say?

 

[violetforever]

What did he say?

he basically just said when he dies he wants to go to heaven exactly how he imagines it or a new world with nicer people because everyone in this world is too mean. in the new world he still wants be himself only with a better life and a nicer family/people who actually appreciate him.

it made me so sad because it's such a simple request to ask for. just some basic human decency. this world is so cruel even that's asking too much.

 

[Surek]

BTW, if anyone's wondering what Joe Winko was saying in that video, here's a transcript I got from an AI. It seems to be free of any "hallucinations" or additions - and those repetitive parts are exactly how it was in the video

Spoiler: Transcript

00:55
What's up people, Joe Winko here. Your favorite Hawaiian guy. And this is going to be the last video that I ever make. I'm going to die tonight, August 25th, 2025, 12:39 a.m. East Coast time zone. I tried this a couple nights ago, but I chickened out. I had to drink some alcohol so I wouldn't be afraid. But now I'm ready

01:40
2025 has been the loneliest year of my life. All the years of my life have been lonely, but 2025 is where it got really bad. And what made things even worse - I was already ready to die - but what made things even worse is how people online reacted to it. I felt really alone and I tried everything I could, but it wasn't enough

02:18
But now I'm going to go to heaven. I'm going to be with Ralph, and I'm going to be with Paige, and even Jason David Frank, the Green Ranger, and so many more besides that. So many more besides that

02:40
Please make sure to get Naika Venant a gravestone. Please make sure to get Naika Venant a gravestone. Please give this trophy to Gabby Petito. Either give it to her family... if they don't want it, then give it to one of her friends. Have them choose who gets this trophy. I want Gabby Petito's family to choose who gets this trophy

03:15
I saw the spirit of Gabby Petito in my dreams, like so many others. And she told me that when I finally cross over into heaven, that she's going to take me on a road trip to California, where I always wanted to go back to. But it's not going to be the California on Earth, it's going to be the California in heaven. And Gabby Petito is going to drive me out there because Gabby always loved going on road trips

03:55
Also Ralph is coming with us. Ralph has been in my dreams every single night since February 24th when I was researching suicide methods. Paige is going to be coming with us also. She's been in my dreams ever since March of 2025. Ralph has been in my dreams ever since February of 2025. So those are going to be my friends in heaven, just some of them. There's also Chloe and there's a lot more besides that. But we're all going to be together in heaven

04:30
Tell Nicholas Papathanasiou to put this in his next video about me. Tell Nicholas Papathanasiou to put this video in his next video about me. And tell the Mildrix... I don't know what was wrong with the Mildrix, he just started insulting me on Kiwi Farms for no reason. Tell him that I hope everything that happens to me happens to him next. Same with Nicholas Papathanasiou

05:07
Tell Jason Lienert that everything he touches dies. Tell Jason Lienert that everything he touches dies. Tell Jason Lienert that everything he touches dies. And send this video to him. To everyone watching this video, make sure this video stays online forever

05:35
And I never want to see my adoptive family again. I never want to see Paula again. I never want to see James again. I never want to see Jessica, Rachelle, Ryan, or James Paul ever again. Tell them that I want a new family in my next life. A nicer one. I want to be sent to a world where people are nicer. I was not meant to find this in my life. I was not meant to find this in this life, but I'll find it in heaven

06:25
I don't want to come back to this world ever again. I want to stay in heaven after I die. I just want to stay in heaven forever. I don't want to come back to this world. People are too mean. I'm ready to go. I never want to come back here, but I always want to be Joe Winko. I don't want to be anyone else but Joe Winko. I don't want to become anyone else but Joe Winko

07:00
I just want a different life where people are nicer and where I'm surrounded by nicer people who appreciate me. I just want that. Please hope that after I die I go to heaven and heaven is the exact way for me that I imagine it. Or that in my next life I turn out exactly the same, but things go better for me in my next life. Please hope that

07:33
I have to go now. God forgive me, but I am about to join you now. And I ask God for many signs. I asked God for many signs and he... every sign he sent me was just telling me that it's my time to go. I never wanted to get old. I want to be young forever. Forever 29. Forever 29. 1995 to 2025. Joe Winko. It's time now. It's time now

08:27
Make sure this video stays online

10:28
21 grams

13:30
21 grams, the weight of a soul. God, please accept me because I am about to join you now. I tried everything to make my life go well. Even 'til the end, I tried everything. God please accept me. I am about to join you now

13:58
Make sure this video stays online forever. Download and save, edit and upload this video. Just make sure to include the sound effects and the pop-up at the end, please. Please include that. Fly high Joe Winko. Forever 29

17:59
I forgot to say this, but VinLuv, you will always be my friend. Kylie, you will always be my friend. Kamina... James Jansma... Sim... I forgot what her name was but... you guys will always be my friend. VinLuv, I was lucky to have a friend like you. Kylie, I was lucky to have a friend like you. My spirit will always be with you guys. You guys will see me again, I promise. My spirit will always be with you guys. I was lucky to know you guys. I was lucky to know all of you

18:50
I have to go now. I was cursed long before... I was cursed long before I put this on. Long before I ever put this on, I was cursed before. But now I'm free. Now, now I will be free. Tonight I will be free

 

[Daphne]

Maybe I couldn't see all the details but his ending didn't seem out of the ordinary for the SN method. Whatever he suffered the last 20 minutes probably pales in comparison to what he went through in his lifetime.

No such thing as an easy way to ctb, otherwise there would be far fewer people on this planet.

 

[catsalvation]

I can't see the video (doesn't open). This was my preferred method, but I start to doubt it. I don't know, if taking benzos could knock me out before these symptoms? I don't want to agonize for 20 minutes... Some people say in this forum that hanging properly can cause unconsciousness within a few seconds... However I guess that takes a lot of practice... Also there's a chance to end up surviving with permanent damages, while with SN that's not the case (from what I've read here). Idk...