Method Any really simple ctb methods that could be done at an average home?

[deepsweetdiver]

Wooo...guess I'm at the tipping point where the pain is stronger than the reason to stay. I'd chow down some lead this second if I could, but sadly I'm at my mother's house right now and will stay for over 2 weeks.

I know its cruel, but I literally can not leave this house (mom is sick and is almost on her way out of life) and have none of my supplies that I was going to use for my plan (gun or rope), so are there any really simple- preferably peaceful- methods that could be done at the average suburban house? I have no guns, no N or SN, no nothing. I want it to be something edgy 12 year old me could do in an hour because I felt like it. If anything I might try and suffocate like I attempted before but who knows.

Thanks for any replies. I'm beyond saving and all I need right now is a way out.

 

[TheHolySword]

It's not advisable to rush through an attempt, it should be attempted and planned whatever it is. You don't need rope for a hanging, but I would research further for how to successfully complete the method with what you have. This wouldn't be at the house, but if there is somewhere high enough near you then you could consider jumping. But if you literally cannot leave then you will find it difficult to achieve. I would highly recommend waiting these couple of weeks and actually pursue something you can plan that will be reliable. There aren't exactly quick spur of the moment methods that are effective or recommended.

 

[deepsweetdiver]

It's not advisable to rush through an attempt, it should be attempted and planned whatever it is. You don't need rope for a hanging, but I would research further for how to successfully complete the method with what you have. This wouldn't be at the house, but if there is somewhere high enough near you then you could consider jumping. But if you literally cannot leave then you will find it difficult to achieve. I would highly recommend waiting these couple of weeks and actually pursue something you can plan that will be reliable. There aren't exactly quick spur of the moment methods that are effective or recommended.

Oh yeah I get what you mean, I think I'm just terrible at phrasing things. There's not really any methods where you can carry it out whenever you feel like it, I meant ones that are simple or don't require much to carry out, like a gun which I don't have. I was considering jumping but I have no idea where to find a tall enough building besides driving an hour to a beach building, but most of them you need keycards. Thanks for the info though!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish, I wish there's the option to just choose to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again, it'd be such a relief for me if I could have that. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I want it to be something edgy 12 year old me could do in an hour

You're 12?

 

[Goodfornothingbish]

Are you 12 or do you want 12yo you to somehow be satisfied with the option because of trauma??

 

[deepsweetdiver]

Are you 12 or do you want 12yo you to somehow be satisfied with the option because of trauma??

Jesus I phrased that terribly, I meant something I would think of WHILE I was 12 and all edgy

 

[Goodfornothingbish]

Jesus I phrased that terribly, I meant something I would think of WHILE I was 12 and all edgy

Hahaha nah you good.

 

[deadbidaylight]

I would say hanging would be the most accessible and easiest way. Almost anything can be used as a ligature so long as it's strong enough. I know lots of folks that do partial hanging on a doorknob, or throwing the ligature over a door and then shutting it for tension and stability.

I am so sorry that your mother is so sick. I imagine you're feeling a lot of pain of your own, and that on top of it would make it very hard to cope. My heart is with you

 

[deepsweetdiver]

I would say hanging would be the most accessible and easiest way. Almost anything can be used as a ligature so long as it's strong enough. I know lots of folks that do partial hanging on a doorknob, or throwing the ligature over a door and then shutting it for tension and stability.

I am so sorry that your mother is so sick. I imagine you're feeling a lot of pain of your own, and that on top of it would make it very hard to cope. My heart is with you

I was thinking of that. Any sort of hanging does seem pretty easy, I've got belts that are decently tough, but its just the length that concerns me.

And thank you. Its hard because I can only see her struggles, but I can only feel my struggles, and can only keep them to my self, because somehow my mother still has the attitude about me being a chore of a daughter and how much she sacrificed. If anyone had to sacrifice, it was me and my mental state to somehow put up with her.

 

[deadbidaylight]

I hate to even detail this because I don't want to encourage you take your life by any means, but if you slip the belt through the buckle and then throw the end over the door and close it, there should be enough length. Then realistically all you'd have to do is lean forward. It's very fast, especially if you have the buckle at the back of your neck. It will tighten as you lean forward, compressing your carotids. This is my method of choice, or full suspension in a similar manner. My favourite musician CTB this way so it's a bit poetic to me. Though I'm trying very hard to fight the intrusive thoughts and live life. I have a lot to live for.

I hope that you can find your reasons to live as well. It sounds like your mom doesn't have much time left, and once she's gone you may have some relief and freedom. Just a thought.

Either way, I support you in whatever decision you make. I'm not inside your body or your mind so I am in no place to talk you out of/ talk you into anything. I just hope that whatever route you end up choosing brings you the peace you are seeking. You are valued, and you are not alone