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any one else have dreams about ctb?
Thread starterBellaKAT
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? seems to be a recurring theme.
had a dream last night about people killing themselves by touching poisonous jellyfish and then watching them sink to the bottom of sea.
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I dream about ctb nearly every night. I have recurring dreams where I magically find or recieve N and then prepare to drink it... But instead of dying I wake up... and tonight I dreamt that I met up with all my friends from primary school and we all hanged ourselves together
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I've had many dreams of dying - somewhere I attempted on purpose, others by accident.
There seems to be a reoccurring theme in my suicidal dreams that I attempt to go via hanging or via drowning (for some reason).
Maybe it's a sign to myself...
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I don't remember most of my dreams unless they are nightmares, but I soothe myself to sleep by imagining scenarios which end in my death, either by suicide or being murdered.
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Turning out to be a surprisingly creepy thread, such literal dreams of suucide....surprising and must be awful. I feel odd that I don't remember dreams about that, but I often have nightmares about someone close dying, or things trying to kill me.
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I've had three or four dreams lately of CTB. Now with my method in hand, I'm sure that number will rise. Another interesting question is, will I dream once I take my N and fall asleep?
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I've had some strange dreams before. Sometimes I'm in the middle of an attempt and usually with a violent method that I would never actually use. Other times I'm just consciously aware that I'm probably going to kill myself soon. One time I dreamt that I was already dead.
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? seems to be a recurring theme.
had a dream last night about people killing themselves by touching poisonous jellyfish and then watching them sink to the bottom of sea.
I don't remember most of my dreams unless they are nightmares, but I soothe myself to sleep by imagining scenarios which end in my death, either by suicide or being murdered.
What kind of murder would you prefer? I want to die, but I am TERRIFIED of being murdered. I have a huge fear of serial killers, and I'm always afraid there's going to be one that hates suicidal people and will capture and torture me to death to show me that I should've valued life.
I too often dream of something trying to kill me. I get away every time by realizing I can fly—but I have to like, swim up to the sky...and I sort of hover there.
I often dreamt of falling when I was young. I remember, most of the times I did it intentionally. I also had an awful dream when I hung myself after murdering a bunch of random people
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