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- May 14, 2019
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To be honest, with my current state of mind I neither want to die, nor do I truly want to live. It'd take a lot of explaining as to why and I don't really have the time. However, if anyone would like for me to go more into detail, shoot me a DM (pun intended!) I've put a lot of thought into prepping, and I really want to make sure I do everything I can to make sure my family is OK once I pass on.
I don't have a lot of people that I really give a shit about, I have 2 close family members that need me, and I'm not about to leave them alone, so until they're gone - I'm more or less stuck here, and they've been the 2 reasons as to why I still wake up in the morning, and I'm not saying the rest of my family doesn't matter to me - they mean the world to me but at the end of the day, they'll survive. They're tough, far tougher than I could ever be, and I'll know I'll be watching over them till the day we see each other again.
Sorry about the exposition (if that's the word, of course.) I need to make sure what time I have left is best suited to ensuring that any assets/life insurance/etc shit is best set up to make sure whatever I have is best used for shit like education, med bills, etc - but I have no idea on what or how to do the setup needed. I know some life insurance companies have exclusion periods where you can't CTB for like 2 or 3 years before it gets paid out, and that'd likely be the bulk of the funds that gets sent out, but for the rest of my shit, what do I do?
I don't know how much detail I can go into without revealing too much about myself, but my cousins have kids, and I'd like to make sure that they're taken care of (and they're amazing parents, by the way) but I again...don't know how to structure my will and all that jazz.
I know that there is more to it than money at the end of the day, like my personal hard assets (some of you might remember my fragrance collecting posts, I think I posted here about it) but I don't know if they're interested in it, it was one of the few joys I had in my life, and if they don't want any of it, I'd like for it to go to someone who might be able to use it for themselves or charity...whatever works I guess.
And....I want to make this clear. I love my family dearly. I just don't want to die alone and while I still have the agency to make my own decisions, and while I know a lot can change in the time I have left (meaning I might change my mind, or whatever) I just want to make sure I don't fuck this up unlike a lot of my other mistakes in my life.
Anyway, thanks for reading. I hope that when it's all said and done, I'll be able to see my family, and see my first love again on the other side.
I don't have a lot of people that I really give a shit about, I have 2 close family members that need me, and I'm not about to leave them alone, so until they're gone - I'm more or less stuck here, and they've been the 2 reasons as to why I still wake up in the morning, and I'm not saying the rest of my family doesn't matter to me - they mean the world to me but at the end of the day, they'll survive. They're tough, far tougher than I could ever be, and I'll know I'll be watching over them till the day we see each other again.
Sorry about the exposition (if that's the word, of course.) I need to make sure what time I have left is best suited to ensuring that any assets/life insurance/etc shit is best set up to make sure whatever I have is best used for shit like education, med bills, etc - but I have no idea on what or how to do the setup needed. I know some life insurance companies have exclusion periods where you can't CTB for like 2 or 3 years before it gets paid out, and that'd likely be the bulk of the funds that gets sent out, but for the rest of my shit, what do I do?
I don't know how much detail I can go into without revealing too much about myself, but my cousins have kids, and I'd like to make sure that they're taken care of (and they're amazing parents, by the way) but I again...don't know how to structure my will and all that jazz.
I know that there is more to it than money at the end of the day, like my personal hard assets (some of you might remember my fragrance collecting posts, I think I posted here about it) but I don't know if they're interested in it, it was one of the few joys I had in my life, and if they don't want any of it, I'd like for it to go to someone who might be able to use it for themselves or charity...whatever works I guess.
And....I want to make this clear. I love my family dearly. I just don't want to die alone and while I still have the agency to make my own decisions, and while I know a lot can change in the time I have left (meaning I might change my mind, or whatever) I just want to make sure I don't fuck this up unlike a lot of my other mistakes in my life.
Anyway, thanks for reading. I hope that when it's all said and done, I'll be able to see my family, and see my first love again on the other side.
