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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

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Mar 30, 2023
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I have no control. I think it's because of depression, I have no desire to take care of myself. No bathing, no brushing of teeth. Just jerking off and watching youtube. I don't know how to get out of this bullshit.
 
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LittleJem

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this is me too - youporn every morning to try and give myself a quick mood boost and I don't even like the stuff. I'm just trying to change my mood and lose five minutes or so from being agitated constantly.

Then at the moment I am functional enough to laze round in bed most of the day then go for a stoned 15 minute walk or something - tired and dazed.

Next day, xactly the same.

@zekeyaeger it is absolutely depression. I didn't brush my teeth for years. I only brush them on a working med and that is rare.

the only way to get out of it is a working med or drug.

Just solidarity...
 
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