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agony1996

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Jul 8, 2024
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I just woke up and my heart is in my throat mornings are pure agony for me. It's unbearable pain he you wake up and realize that the situation/ circonstances your in were not just a dream.I just want to go back to sleep and never wake up.
I'm becoming so angry, so angry that
I have to endure this pain, the universe or god or whatever there is, is just so cruel. I despise life I don't want to be here anymore, I just want to go that's it, that's all I think about I can't take it anymore. I don't experience pleasure in absolutely anything, just pain.
I just want to go back to sleep and not wake up.
 
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derpyderpins

I'd like to leave the world as a better place
Sep 19, 2023
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more like another "mourning" amirite?

But yeah, I feel you. It's the flip side of how nice it can be to go to sleep. . . "what you fear in the night, in the day comes to call anyway."
 
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agony1996

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Jul 8, 2024
144
Yeah that's well put
 
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