Graham.N
Euthanasia is the greatest form of compassion
- Aug 5, 2020
- 31
My heart hurts. It feels like someone is taking a rusty exact-o blade and dragging it across my heart. My head hurts. It feels like someone hit me multiple times in the head with a metal baseball bat. It hurts to think, and it hurts just being alive. Sometimes while O am at home I loose the ability to see while still maintaining consciousness. I cried today but had to hold back the tears because I was talking to my dad. I spelt the majority of the afternoon. The pain is debilitating. It's hard to move. Other than eating lunch and dinner today I spent the rest of the day in bed. I plan on doing the same thing tomorrow. I'm slowly losing my appetite entirely, may not eat tomorrow. My mom keeps pushing me to go to the gym but the thought of terrifies me, and seems pointless.
