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GeoLavender23

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Anyone else becoming more and more resentful knowing that noone can help you even if that means someone helping you killing yourself.

I believe there are criminals that start with that mindset and then they understand that they are afraid to kill themselves and even if they did noone will care so they start taking revenge.
 
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No, not really. To start with, I'm not looking for help and not getting it, so no one to get angry with there. Second, I don't give a fuck. Third, don't want, and especially don't need, any help killing myself. I can handle that just fine on my own. Fourth, I only believe that I have the right to hurt myself, no one else, and I don't even look at it like I'd be hurting myself, I look at it like I'd be freeing myself from my own misery, exercising ultimate autonomy over my person. So, no concerns on my part about escalation to some need to harm or seek revenge on others. Fifth, I don't blame anyone else for my circumstances.

Of course, this is just me. You may feel very different. Still, seeking revenge on others would be a very wrong thing to do.
 
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No, not really. To start with, I'm not looking for help and not getting it, so no one to get angry with there. Second, I don't give a fuck. Third, don't want, and especially don't need, any help killing myself. I can handle that just fine on my own. Fourth, I only believe that I have the right to hurt myself, no one else, and I don't even look at it like I'd be hurting myself, I look at it like I'd be freeing myself from my own misery, exercising ultimate autonomy over my person. So, no concerns on my part about escalation to some need to harm or seek revenge on others. Fifth, I don't blame anyone else for my circumstances.

Of course, this is just me. You may feel very different. Still, seeking revenge on others would be a very wrong thing to do.
I thought about getting a job where I could harness that energy maybe policeman or something like that but I would be pretty unstable with a gun.
 
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I thought about getting a job where I could harness that energy maybe policeman or something like that but I would be pretty unstable with a gun.
It sounds like maybe that might be true. Also, the police thoroughly screen candidates for mental fitness, anyway.
 
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I think assisted suicide is a very complex issue. I suppose I just feel like it would be so complicated to adjust it so that it would accomodate someone like me- with no substantial history of physical or mental health issues. So, I've kind of accepted that it won't happen in my lifetime. Similarly, I don't think open access to peaceful methods could be regulated so that someone like me would be able to gain access to them. I just think the kickback our governments would get from families of reasonably abled (and not abled) people would make it unsustainable.

So, my resentment isn't really so much towards the authorities. It's more towards our parents who chose to bring us somewhere so restrictive and then, expect us to comply and pay for it, no matter how we feel about it.

I do spend a portion of each day in my own private antinatalist rant in my head. Even that's complicated though. I do still love my parents. I don't believe they did this with bad intentions. I wonder if they really thought it through though.

I suppose I would like attitudes to change. I think genuine love is selfless. If people truly loved us, they shouldn't be trying to cling on to us so that we stay and suffer here. How you get people to acknowledge that though, I don't know.
 
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I think assisted suicide is a very complex issue. I suppose I just feel like it would be so complicated to adjust it so that it would accomodate someone like me- with no substantial history of physical or mental health issues. So, I've kind of accepted that it won't happen in my lifetime. Similarly, I don't think open access to peaceful methods could be regulated so that someone like me would be able to gain access to them. I just think the kickback our governments would get from families of reasonably abled (and not abled) people would make it unsustainable.

So, my resentment isn't really so much towards the authorities. It's more towards our parents who chose to bring us somewhere so restrictive and then, expect us to comply and pay for it, no matter how we feel about it.

I do spend a portion of each day in my own private antinatalist rant in my head. Even that's complicated though. I do still love my parents. I don't believe they did this with bad intentions. I wonder if they really thought it through though.

I suppose I would like attitudes to change. I think genuine love is selfless. If people truly loved us, they shouldn't be trying to cling on to us so that we stay and suffer here. How you get people to acknowledge that though, I don't know.
I don't agree with antinatalism but I understand what you say and I do have a bit of resentment for my parents but not in that way.

If you think about it, authorities have a lot of responsibilities, from politicians to teachers to social media cartels.

Since they like capitalism so much, they should capitalize assisted suicide too but they don't, cause they make more money from peoples suffering.
 
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