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Rubypie41

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
260
Hi,

My order of Amitriptyline, Digoxin and Benzos have arrived.

This means I have 3 of the 4 medications required for the DDMA protocol.

I also have Propranolol, so could do the DDMP protocol, although I've read the DDMA is more successful.

I do have Oxycodone which could possibly be used in place of Morphine, but I'm still unsure on that.

The search for Morphine continues. Think I can get it, but would be the extended or modified release version, so again not sure if that can be used, as is the instant release version that's officially used.
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
Congratulations.
Did you acquire all this on darknet markets?
I've looked before on there and morphine seems hard to get your hands on.
Wish you luck with your hunt.
 
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Rubypie41

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
260
To confirm I have the following:

Amitriptyline - 16g
Digoxin - 125mg
Benzos - 2g
Oxycodone - 1g

So I have more than enough Ami, Digoxin and Benzos.

I can get more Oxy's, but Morph is the one I'm having trouble obtaining.
Congratulations.
Did you acquire all this on darknet markets?
I've looked before on there and morphine seems hard to get your hands on.
Wish you luck with your hunt.
Thanks.


Believe it or not, I got everything from the clear web.

Taken me weeks of sourcing, but since I'm off work on sick leave, all my times has been spent researching and sourcing.
I also have all the required anitametics etc.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
That's wonderful news OP and wishing you the bestest luck in your attempt to find eternal peace whenever you're all set to go🩷.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find what you are searching for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Did u find all that in your country or was it an international order that luckily went through customs without issues?

What kind of Benzos could you acquire?

Good luck with your plan! That's a really good method imo!
 
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Rubypie41

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
260
Did u find all that in your country or was it an international order that luckily went through customs without issues?

What kind of Benzos could you acquire?

Good luck with your plan! That's a really good method imo!

Did u find all that in your country or was it an international order that luckily went through customs without issues?

What kind of Benzos could you acquire?

Good luck with your plan! That's a really good method imo!
Hi,

it's been a mixture to be honest, all but one of the antiemetics were from my country (using genuine online pharmacies) and the other from a genuine online international pharmacy.

Benzos I've been able to order from my home country too but only one kind (Diazepam). Ordered other types internationally (Xanax, Clonazepam. Lorazepam etc.)

Amitriptyline I have a script for but would take me a good few years to save the amount required, so I bulk ordered internationally.

Digoxin ordered internationally but again through a genuine online international pharmacy.

Still on the hunt for Morph Sulphate and feel this one will be very difficult and maybe impossible, but we shall see.
 
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Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
370
To confirm I have the following:

Amitriptyline - 16g
Digoxin - 125mg
Benzos - 2g
Oxycodone - 1g
I am curious about this, do you mind if I contact you in PM?
 
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b_adr

Member
Mar 29, 2024
38
Hi,

it's been a mixture to be honest, all but one of the antiemetics were from my country (using genuine online pharmacies) and the other from a genuine online international pharmacy.

Benzos I've been able to order from my home country too but only one kind (Diazepam). Ordered other types internationally (Xanax, Clonazepam. Lorazepam etc.)

Amitriptyline I have a script for but would take me a good few years to save the amount required, so I bulk ordered internationally.

Digoxin ordered internationally but again through a genuine online international pharmacy.

Still on the hunt for Morph Sulphate and feel this one will be very difficult and maybe impossible, but we shall see.
So you were able to source all these without prescriptions?
 
uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

died a long time ago
Aug 13, 2023
199
Hi,

My order of Amitriptyline, Digoxin and Benzos have arrived.

This means I have 3 of the 4 medications required for the DDMA protocol.

I also have Propranolol, so could do the DDMP protocol, although I've read the DDMA is more successful.

I do have Oxycodone which could possibly be used in place of Morphine, but I'm still unsure on that.

The search for Morphine continues. Think I can get it, but would be the extended or modified release version, so again not sure if that can be used, as is the instant release version that's officially used.
Were you able source all this to the US? I got everything but the benzos. I was able to find the SN after seeing some hints on this website so I am hoping I can find something similar for benzos!
 
Fire&Ash

Fire&Ash

Specialist
Apr 15, 2020
385
Could you message me the online sites you used to get the benzo? This is the thing I don't have and I can't get a script
 

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