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usernameNotFound

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Feb 2, 2019
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I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg

I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.
 
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I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg


I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.
Amitriptyline doesn't destroy your organs. LOL But I get what you mean. And yeah Amitriptyline is the lethal agent. The benzos just make it peaceful. So given that it will work, but may not be fully peaceful if you don't include them. Another thought is that you could put some of the benzos into an enteric coated capsule that way it would be slow release but even still it may not even dissolve at all if you use an enteric coated capsule in that amount of time.
 
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eve2004

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I wonder if you can you can use something other than benzos like doxepin or quetiapine which knocks you out hard. Thats mixing anti-dep if you have access. Or straight diphenhydramine, I think it even slows the clearance
 
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I wonder if you can you can use something other than benzos like doxepin or quetiapine which knocks you out hard. Thats mixing anti-dep if you have access. Or straight diphenhydramine, I think it even slows the clearance
On the wiki it says you can substitute Ami with another TCA like doxepin, but you need to figure out how much of the chosen one is equivalent to Ami.
 
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usernameNotFound

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Feb 2, 2019
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Just found out the Ami Cocktail list above was taken off the net :/

Here is the benzo half-life comparison chart just in case someone decides to take that down too. Less likely since it doesn't have the word "suicide" on it:

COMPARISON OF BENZODIAZEPINES

BenzodiazepineOnset of Action2Peak Onset (hrs)Half-life
parent (hrs)
Half-life
metabolite (hrs)
Comparative
Oral Dose
Long Acting
Chlordiazepoxide (Librium®)Int. (po)2-4(po)5-303-10010 mg
Diazepam1
(Valium®)
Rapid (po, IV)1(po)20-503-1005 mg
Flurazepam
(Dalmane®)
Rapid0.5-2inactive47-10030 mg
Intermediate Acting
Alprazolam1
(Xanax®)
Int.0.7-1.66-20-0.5mg
Clonazepam1
(Rivotril®)
Int.1-418-39-0.25mg
Lorazepam1
(Ativan®)
Int. (po),
Rapid (sl, IV)
1-1.5 (po)10-20-1mg
Oxazepam1
(Serax®)
Slow2-33-21-15mg
Temazepam1
(Restoril®)
Slow 0.75-1.510-20- 30mg
Short Acting
Midazolam1
(Versed®)
Most Rapid IV0.5-1 (IV )1-4--
Triazolam
(Halcion®)
Int.0.75-21.6-5.5-0.5mg
 
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Emerald

Despairing
Sep 16, 2019
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I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg


I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.
Do you have the exact instructions/regimen for this method since the wiki has been removed?

I have the anti-emetic Primperan, still stock-piling the amitriptyline, cimetidine (tagamet), still struggling to find midazolam and diazepam in the UK.

I know you're supposed to take the anti-emetic around 40 minutes before the amitriptyline but when do you take the cimetidine? and I'm assuming the midazolam and diazepam are just for drifting off to sleep?

Thanks for posting this!
 
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Anima

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Dec 5, 2018
155
Do you have the exact instructions/regimen for this method since the wiki has been removed?

Was really upset to learn that the wiki has been removed. No use gathering all the stuff needed without instructions of some sort. I found an archived version of the old wiki though.

https://archive.is/c3oxt
 
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Aky12345

Member
Oct 22, 2019
49
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I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg


I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.

Whats best to take with ami i can get clonezapam and diazapam , lorazepam
I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg


I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.

Valium easy to get
 
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kkatt

Paragon
Nov 12, 2018
967
I'm following the instructions here:
https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

It says to take the following:
DrugBody weight <100 kgBody weight >100 kg
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol)7 grams8 grams
Cimetidine2 grams2.5 grams
Midazolam300 mg300 mg
Diazepam (Valium)300 mg300 mg


I wasn't able to get Midazolam and Valium. But I do have Oxazepam and Clonazepam. According to the half-life chart here: http://www.vhpharmsci.com/vhformulary/tools/benzodiazepines-comparison.htm

Oxazepam and Clonazepam aren't as long acting as Valium but I'm wondering if it will do. What are your thoughts?

Valium would be very hard to get I think.

Thanks for your time.
just to inform: the Amitriptyline is what is fatal in this mixture. But the benzos provide a way for me to be knocked out while the Amitriptyline gets to work destroying my organs.

Definitely try to go with the tried and tested if at all possible.
Midazolam is not easy to get. Clonazepam will come on quick,but make an effort to get some valium. If you can take your time and try and find a sounce for legit valium. If it seems expensive,remember,this is the last thing you will buy.
My primary thought is tto be sure you are not discovered within 24hrs. It will be painless. I don't even recall taking the pills.
 
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Aky12345

Member
Oct 22, 2019
49
Definitely try to go with the tried and tested if at all possible.
Midazolam is not easy to get. Clonazepam will come on quick,but make an effort to get some valium. If you can take your time and try and find a sounce for legit valium. If it seems expensive,remember,this is the last thing you will buy.
My primary thought is tto be sure you are not discovered within 24hrs. It will be painless. I don't even recall taking the pills.

What combo of meds did u take?
What combo of meds did u take?

With the amitriplyline
 
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Aky12345

Member
Oct 22, 2019
49
Metocloride-Anti emetic

Am planning on doing this amitriplyline cocktail when get discharged from hospital am currently sectioned but struggling to find amitriplyine supplier, Metocloride-Anti emetic the valium i can get very easily!
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,669
hello all - I think I have found a supplier for everything that I need in different places - bit weird to be so close to it all.

I'm trying a few more anti-depressants first, but just want to know I have everything I need when I want to go.

How long do you think these pills will last for once purchased? It's like stocking a first aid kit and expiry dates - weird isn't it.
ps thank you to everyone who reposted this method once it was taken down
 
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ovaltinee99

Student
Nov 9, 2020
114
hello all - I think I have found a supplier for everything that I need in different places - bit weird to be so close to it all.

I'm trying a few more anti-depressants first, but just want to know I have everything I need when I want to go.

How long do you think these pills will last for once purchased? It's like stocking a first aid kit and expiry dates - weird isn't it.
ps thank you to everyone who reposted this method once it was taken down

Hello! Where are you able to get Ami? Also want to have a stock since so much is required.
 
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naturelle

Member
Aug 21, 2024
6
Is there an online pharmacy to order from that is reputable and doesn't require a prescription? thx
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,669
There is an online pharmacy. I think it's okay but how to be sure. You are welcome to pm me
 

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