butterscotch
Member
- Apr 20, 2020
- 46
every single method i can feasibly do, always has some damning caveat that completely ruins it. i'm either too incompetent, lack the resources, or the method is apparently terrible and makes you suffer agonizing pain and doesn't kill you.
the latter being 90% of methods i see.
so i'm still here. and i hate it so, so much.
the best part tho, is that people think you're just an attention whore!! who doesn't actually want to die at all!!!
there is nothing i am more sure of, than having an unhinged, unshakable, deeply-rooted desire to end my life.
i thought i couldn't feel more defeated.
but i'm still here.
it hurts.
the latter being 90% of methods i see.
so i'm still here. and i hate it so, so much.
the best part tho, is that people think you're just an attention whore!! who doesn't actually want to die at all!!!
there is nothing i am more sure of, than having an unhinged, unshakable, deeply-rooted desire to end my life.
i thought i couldn't feel more defeated.
but i'm still here.
it hurts.
