Venting Almost did it today

[shrizoid]

Today I reached a breaking point, another snake that I thought I could trust turned on me instantly when I called them out on their constant lying and how they've always tried to avoid me with a lack of attention, instead of admitting their faults, they tried to make me seem like I was in the wrong and started spouting lies to others about me, even though it is then that chronically lies, this made me almost hang myself today, but there's too much risk in that method, I'd hate to fail and become in a worse state with no possible chance of ctb again, I will strive for SN instead, I have more trust in me not fucking that up

 

[Kusogaki]

I think you need to think about it, think out your plan.. Rushing into it with no plan at all leads to failure. Almost 100% of the time. I am so sorry life has dealt you such a hand. I'm glad you stepped back and realized the consequences for failing and rushing into things, best of luck, friend.

 

[arandomname]

Today I reached a breaking point, another snake that I thought I could trust turned on me instantly when I called them out on their constant lying and how they've always tried to avoid me with a lack of attention, instead of admitting their faults, they tried to make me seem like I was in the wrong and started spouting lies to others about me, even though it is then that chronically lies, this made me almost hang myself today, but there's too much risk in that method, I'd hate to fail and become in a worse state with no possible chance of ctb again, I will strive for SN instead, I have more trust in me not fucking that up

I understand what it's like when a friend turns out to be a snake. The choice is always yours but probably try to limit contact with this person, it's unlikely they will change.

 

[shrizoid]

I understand what it's like when a friend turns out to be a snake. The choice is always yours but probably try to limit contact with this person, it's unlikely they will change.

They already blocked me, they said they were tired of me as if I complained alot, which I didn't, I only just now brought this up with them once, and now they've blocked me and gone about spreading lies about me

 

[arandomname]

They already blocked me, they said they were tired of me as if I complained alot, which I didn't, I only just now brought this up with them once, and now they've blocked me and gone about spreading lies about me

I hope it doesn't impact your other relationships too much. Pretty sure I've lost a relationship I truly valued as a result of someone doing the same to me. Good luck man!

 

[shrizoid]

I hope it doesn't impact your other relationships too much. Pretty sure I've lost a relationship I truly valued as a result of someone doing the same to me. Good luck man!

Thanks I appreciate it