Almost ctb

[phoenixx]

Very emotional night. Had enough of everything. Wrote down a suicide note, as best as I could with shaking hands and while crying. Got the belt around my neck and tried to do a partial suspension but because there wasn't enough planning and I wasn't thinking straight, it failed. I feel like an idiot. Better luck next time huh?

 

[pinkblanket55]

Sorry for your experience. Partial is difficult. It's common for it not to work. Take care xxx

 

[SearchForPeace]

Never feel like an idiot. I'm sure when the time is right, you will find peace. I wish you the best of luck for what ever decision you make next.

 

[Roberto]

Very emotional night. Had enough of everything. Wrote down a suicide note, as best as I could with shaking hands and while crying. Got the belt around my neck and tried to do a partial suspension but because there wasn't enough planning and I wasn't thinking straight, it failed. I feel like an idiot. Better luck next time huh?

Don't feel bad. it's not easy. Have a big hug!!!

 

[Sick Boy]

No matter how easy some people make it look like all around the world,partial is a very mentally and disturbing hard way to leave this world,don´t feel bad about yourself

 

[phoenixx]

Thank you all, I think partial hanging isn't for me. Tried it a few times over the years and I cant seem to get it right. Im gonna look at other methods