Almost 2 years clean

[plast1c_sk1n]

I want to give up so bad. Every day I wonder what's even the point. I still want to die but I have to keep going.

I'm almost 2 years clean :,)

 

[_Vasa&Me_]

Whats the point? Excuse me?!! Whats the point? How about having superb self control and being a winner for a point haha

Congratz on such a huge milestone!!! You deserve it! Not many people can set hard goals and continue going like that, you should be proud, and if ur not, I will be for you lol

I hope this is just the start for greater things to come to you!

Sending out virtual hugs of "understanding your great achievement" :3

 

[plast1c_sk1n]

Whats the point? Excuse me?!! Whats the point? How about having superb self control and being a winner for a point haha

Congratz on such a huge milestone!!! You deserve it! Not many people can set hard goals and continue going like that, you should be proud, and if ur not, I will be for you lol

I hope this is just the start for greater things to come to you!

Sending out virtual hugs of "understanding your great achievement" :3

Reading this has got me crying into my instant ramen (first food of the day at 8pm ugh) lol
Thank you for the kind words. I will try my best to keep going, I don't want to disappoint anyone. Maybe one day the urge will really go away for good
Sending virtual hugs to you as well <3

 

[_Vasa&Me_]

Reading this has got me crying into my instant ramen (first food of the day at 8pm ugh) lol
Thank you for the kind words. I will try my best to keep going, I don't want to disappoint anyone. Maybe one day the urge will really go away for good
Sending virtual hugs to you as well <3

LMAO what a small world, cuz I am about to start making my first meal of the day as well at 6:30 PM … which is… drumroll… ramen (BuldakRamen4Lyf haha)

I don't even feel the "spicy heat" from it anymore prob due to some self-induced eating disorder that makes eating as a whole a chore… so I feel ya on the "eating late" part

 

[plast1c_sk1n]

LMAO what a small world, cuz I am about to start making my first meal of the day as well at 6:30 PM … which is… drumroll… ramen (BuldakRamen4Lyf haha)

I don't even feel the "spicy heat" from it anymore prob due to some self-induced eating disorder that makes eating as a whole a chore… so I feel ya on the "eating late" part

lolol I hope you enjoyed your ramen! I personally can't handle spice at all but I do relate to the eating is a chore disorder part (i have arfid)

 

[pyamu]

Great job :DDD! So proud of you!

 

[plast1c_sk1n]

so close!