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pretzelsandballoons

pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
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i yapp alot so maybe ill move this to my profile/blog thing later on

Sasu clowncore baybee
☆ having accountabilty, space to get things done

-
☆ pretty much this concept, for context ig
i also found an app

☆ concept #2
Sasu sitting in silence pin 1 Sasu sitting in silence pin 2

☆ and vent
don't hesitate to vent - vent to ur heart's content
it can help, like venting to the void almost
i would know :) i like to yapp p often yapp yapp yapp

pls doom <3 doom w me <3 ill react w hugs, n respond w "same" "mood" "relatable"
":[" etc

☆ and if u need someone to stfu and tell u to get ur things done, ill do it o7

☆ and a good idea might be, if u need a few things done, dont hesitate to
mention
"go crap/things/shit to do"
maybe state the timeframe, like the focusmate website does
and every ___ minute/hour (e.g 15 mins/1 hour) send in a frog emoji to
conceptualise your presence ! 🐸🕺

Sasu ducky IN MY MOUTH with

thank you,
harper
your clown<3
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EXTRA === ignore:



honorable mentions/timestamps - 0:11, 1:07, 1:28-2:02, 2:12, 2:21, 2:26. 2:30, 4:03. 4:22, 4:41, 4:46

vent time uwu: im terrible but i need socialisation and attention like everyone
else. so. there's that. if u've spoken to me, i hope ive made ur day a lil bit
better xx sending out my small hearts if u'd like
pls take it, i dont need them anymore.
Sasu my god im a horrible person Sasu small hearts reaction image
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
hi :]

vent time uwu: idrk where to begin, im starting to have a rlly bad night again on how terrible i am. and i think im trying to rationalise it. by saying nothing matters :D! so let's just become better and better. stick by stick, bit by bit.
d-did i just talk myself out of this funk? crazy. venting can do wonders sometimes ;)
ig im also feeling stuck tonight again. im in a dilemma involving when to get iced choco
but im gna head downstairs to get sum rn, being acompanied by music would help alot hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ugh
doing basic things/the little things are exhausting
my shitty memory totally helps w that👌👌👌 totally schmotally

edit: done :]
LMAO
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
sleepy
Sasu stressed ezcema reaction pic
idk if this song is my thing but i like the lyrics and the clown vibez34 it gives off
 
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hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
i've seen a couple of ur statuses & posts on here & just wanna say i think you're the cutest :) & ur posts + statuses always make me smile<3333
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
i've seen a couple of ur statuses & posts on here & just wanna say i think you're the cutest :) & ur posts + statuses always make me smile<3333
o/

bro stop ur gna make me act up
Sasu fuckboy meme reaction pic

im glad to hear that :]
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
test

oops

bump :] im gna leave this post up and bump whenever (feel like this could b helpful in the future) - Click on my profile now! [accountabilty buddies, Accountability thread v2] is here now! Dont b shy 👉👈 ill wave to u there o/
!"£$%^&*([]';,,./\#~}{@:><>
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210

this blog thing Thread is sponsored by Burger King! Get your delicious burgers today at [REDACTED] !
it's the only way to make this life bearable!
did you know that i'm )(*&^%$£"!`-~}{@?<,./;)^(&].
burmger

Sasus man fuck this WHEE meme

#brger king burgerz burger MMMM yummy burgerz oooo so TASTY!
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
bump :] have to do smt tonight and i might pussy out. i would hope not :> hm. IMG 7230
maybe i should watch one of my comfort shows just to b sure. to calm the nerves, that is.
and just keep on venting to the void o7
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
bump :] i didnt pussy out !! yay
didnt watch my comfort show tho for help. only watched a bit of it then lost focus
-
i pretty much "hibernated" for like 3 days, better to do that now than later i s'pose. dreams and sleep is nice sometimes, with sleep being the closest thing to death.
im trying to change
 
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spring vainglory

from a moon soaked in distance.
Feb 3, 2024
77
ty for da small hearts
i lub small hearts
yum 😋 ♡ ♥ ♡ ♥
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
im trying to help the future me but it's not like i care properly.
the care i have is small and gross+disgusting.

Sasus man fuck this WHEE meme
👍would a introduction to me help, im thinking? i keep finding how obsessive and volatile and exhausted i am
a certified bedrotter
👍✅
Lol



Sasu omori i want to scream reaction pic
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EXTRA===ignore:

lyrics to 🎶wrecked by coma cinema🎶:
🎶I have accepted I will not survive my heart

I am wrecked, I am ready to die

Being alive makes me feel like a whore

And it's nice, it's alright, I am already bored

Drown in a river, crash in a plane

You will turn into water, you will turn into flame

Nothing I want, no one I wanna be

Everyone that I love is in hell here with me

I have accepted I will not survive my heart

I am wrecked, I am ready to die

Being alive makes me feel like a whore

And it's nice, it's alright, I am already bored

Drown in a river, crash in a plane

You will turn into water, you will turn into flame

Nothing I want, no one I wanna be

Everyone that I love is in hell here with me🎶
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
The boiling water that hardens the egg also softens the potato
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
vent time uwu: im zoning out so hard right now. feeling rlly vulnerable rn i s'pose. what do u do when that happens? when every little thing affects u? gods im so volatile! cheep cheep - you're s'pose to show compassion to urself right? idk what that means. idk what anything means. idk what i want :^) oops, i've said it now, don't tell harper i said that. harper'll kill me. that aside,, blasting music is fun again, somehow im aware of that atm cheep cheep
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
:>>>> chatted w a helpline and surprisingly it helped (this time) :> now i want to give out my small hearts to someone 🤲💕💕💞💞

Maybe all I was missing from my life was listening to this album (again)
IMG 7375
(i can't post links anymore but i can post images again :D?)
This is altering my brain chemistry as we speak !
I can't contain my excitement that I'm singing and humming and lip syncing and doing lil dances. I gotta settle, im embarrassing myself. So I'm here, gushing baybee.
brrrrrrrr
Lapse just came on and my heart just died okthxbye

in the process of getting myself to eat dinner/food. (trying to type this post out took too long XD :,> im too stupid)

Gods. The end (of Lapse) is angelic. Fork me
 
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Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
542
I really like your posts! Nice to see you're enjoying yourself!
 
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pretzelsandballoons

dopamine ridden bastard <33.
Jul 11, 2023
210
I really like your posts! Nice to see you're enjoying yourself!
thx peep :> unfortunately, since you said that i will have to kiss you ayo who said ahahahahha
IMG 6480

im glad to hear that :] !

well, ahahahhahhaha, you know me, i b ba(w)lling B]

IMG 7377
i am clinically insane :]

tyty


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also, hey fellow lurkers B] o/

AAAA I FORGOT TO WAVE @spring vainglory o/ @Final_Choice o/
 
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