Story About the things I do

[Ramirez]

I been all drunk and wasted 5 days in a row recently. Had to so er up once the gastritis was "no sir". I knew I was gonna pay for my stupidity this time but holy hell. Worst rebound anxiety and stomach issues. Convinced myself I was gonna die slowly right here so I call some doctor and he comes in my apartment while I smell like ass and booz and I couldn't even worry about having the pullups bar with the rope hanging from it put away while I'm just shaking from terror the whole time. GOD WTF? Think that's it with the drinking it's just no. Didnt notice how bad its gotten with me and the drinkin.
I'm over it. Writing has calmed me down a bit. Its been a while since I wrote sth while not being shitfaced