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nessBRBR2006

nessBRBR2006

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Aug 10, 2025
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Hi everyone.
I live in Brazil, and here its extremely easy to buy SN.
I bought one week ago 1kg of SN from a well know chemicals online market for like 20 dollars.
But i dont have benzos or antiemetics or things like this, just the SN.
I just wanna know if its a very painful method to go, or its painless?
I dont care about the discomfort and a little pain.
I just want it to be 100% sure that I'll die and its not extremely painful.
About the vomit: I never vomited in my life and I dont think it will make me do it.


Sorry about the bad english.
 

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Asides from that, I don't think it's painless and there will be some discomfort. Antiemetics don't reduce your chances of feeling pain, they just make it less likely for you to vomit, and benzos just calm you down

Also no method has a 100% mortality rate. It's still possible to survive using SN if your SI kicks in and you call for help, you get found shortly after taking it or if you don't follow the procedure properly.
 
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it depends it seems, i think most pain people get is a headache and maybe stomach pain, but nausea, fast heart, uncomfotale...benzos should help you keep calm and pass out faster...some people dont suffer much, others do, if you do it just make sure you follow instructions and have benzos and its pure...ideally you pass out in 10-15 mins, some pass out 20-30....i mean...no one wants to suffer any amount of time...at least its not super long...its my method...its dark but i tell myself sm people have had far worse ends, drawn out too. i think of my witch ancestors tortured, burned alive...all in all...sn seems not too terrible by comparison
 
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Kayla

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As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.
 
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Oct 22, 2025
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As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.
Did you feel the urge to vomit after ingesting the 7g of SN, and if you vomited after how long did it happen?
 
Kayla

Kayla

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Did you feel the urge to vomit after ingesting the 7g of SN, and if you vomited after how long did it happen?
I vomited pretty much straight away after I ingested it.
 
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As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.
Can I ask some questions? If you dont want to share just ignore me. Or DM if it feels like a bad time to discuss.

I think that is a smaller amount than recommended. What did the cardisc arrest feel like? Wasn't that painful? How long after ingestion were you found? Were you put into a coma?
 
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Jan 11, 2026
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As an SN survivor, I can report there was no pain. Slight discomfort, but bearable. You don't really need benzos or AE. I didn't use either; I took 7g and had a cardiac arrest. I only survived due to intense medical treatment.
Thanks for sharing. It could be easier than hanging then. Less thinking and steps.
 
Kayla

Kayla

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Dec 23, 2024
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Can I ask some questions? If you dont want to share just ignore me. Or DM if it feels like a bad time to discuss.

I think that is a smaller amount than recommended. What did the cardisc arrest feel like? Wasn't that painful? How long after ingestion were you found? Were you put into a coma?
I wasn't awake during the cardiac arrest. I wasn't aware of anything that was going on due to the lack of oxygen to my brain caused by the SN. I was in a coma for around 3 weeks. They would wake me up, but I'd be agitated, so they'd put me back to sleep.
 
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I wasn't awake during the cardiac arrest. I wasn't aware of anything that was going on due to the lack of oxygen to my brain caused by the SN. I was in a coma for around 3 weeks. They would wake me up, but I'd be agitated, so they'd put me back to sleep.
They put you in a medical coma, or the SN did? Thank you for your answers. I appreciate them.
 
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They put you in a medical coma, or the SN did? Thank you for your answers. I appreciate them.
I'm not entirely sure I think it was an induced coma. My medical records are on this site if that would interest you
 
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I vomited pretty much straight away after I ingested it.
Was it the horrible taste of the SN that triggered the vomiting right away?
 
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nessBRBR2006

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it depends it seems, i think most pain people get is a headache and maybe stomach pain, but nausea, fast heart, uncomfotale...benzos should help you keep calm and pass out faster...some people dont suffer much, others do, if you do it just make sure you follow instructions and have benzos and its pure...ideally you pass out in 10-15 mins, some pass out 20-30....i mean...no one wants to suffer any amount of time...at least its not super long...its my method...its dark but i tell myself sm people have had far worse ends, drawn out too. i think of my witch ancestors tortured, burned alive...all in all...sn seems not too terrible by comparison
Most people will die in horrible ways. U will probably suffer less taking SN than waiting for death itself come get u.
People think they will die at sleep when they reach 90 years old, but probably this wont happen.

And i dont see any problem with pain before death, because after it the pain the world and ur brain was causing in u will never happen again.
Its the price to pay
 
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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

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May 3, 2023
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I survived SN too and I can confirm that it's painless (except for headache)
 
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TomIsNotMyName

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May 3, 2023
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How much did you take and did you vomit? Any AE?
I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram. I didn't vomit (even though I tried to) and I took no AE
 
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Feb 14, 2026
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I prepared 25g in 80ml water and took 3 tiny sips. I don't know the exact amount I drank, but I would guess about 1 gram. I didn't vomit (even though I tried to) and I took no AE
If you don't mind me asking, what are your measurements? I am 5'7 and only weigh about 120lbs so I will be ordering 50g of SN since that should be enough, also don't plan on using AE.
 
peacecomingsoon

peacecomingsoon

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Dec 28, 2025
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I too recently attempted with SN. Drank about 2-4 grams or so. Only survived as I was interrupted by police and had second thoughts. Without methylene blue (the antidote), I would've died the doctors said. It is very potent at even low doses. But, since I took a lower dose I never lost consciousness but it was quite painless apart from headache and a bit of nausea. I was treated with methylene blue 3 hours post ingestion.

I will use SN as my future method as I know what to expect and in my experience it was painless.
 
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