I remember saying and doing things that i knew would lead into me being ostracized in the community i was in. I didn't care. I remember thinking that I might even get bullied for this shit, but didn't want to consider the possibility, it was too "fucked up" to seriously consider about, too stupid and childish i thought. I thought the politics of the place would take care about me, i thought that the mere existence of the nicer people would stop the crappier people from taking things too far. I was wrong.
I guess I needed that lesson to know how these things work, how people work. But don't be mistaken, if i had known what was coming, i would not have acted in the ways which i did. I had never participated in bullying others myself, in fact i tried defending the ones who got targeted several times.
I saw myself in people, and that's why i got bullied, essentially.
I guess I needed that lesson to know how these things work, how people work. But don't be mistaken, if i had known what was coming, i would not have acted in the ways which i did. I had never participated in bullying others myself, in fact i tried defending the ones who got targeted several times.
I saw myself in people, and that's why i got bullied, essentially.
