
dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
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How Come You Know Everything But Do Nothing
If you let knowledge in yourself, put it into action.

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Interesting, I find my thinking becomes increasingly 'rational' or accurate, the more depressed I get. What a psychiatrist might call 'psychotic depression' I would term darwinian revelations—at my most depressed I see nature for what it really is: a slaughterhouse of organisms, fighting tooth and claw for survival, society an equilibrium of power struggle, humans as self interested beings without the ability for true altruism, my cat as a parasite, myself as a parasite of others, (western) civilization as the most brutal and exploitative oppressors thus far, the universe as a cold and indifferent clashing of physical forces without a reason or a cause. It is very frightening—but is it irrational?There's much truth in this article. To be process-oriented instead of result-oriented is basically the road to recovery. However, what complicates matters is that if one's deeply depressed or suffers from mental illness, it can be very difficult to think rationally.
Interesting, I find my thinking becomes increasingly 'rational' or accurate, the more depressed I get. What a psychiatrist might call 'psychotic depression' I would term darwinian revelations—at my most depressed I see nature for what it really is: a slaughterhouse of organisms, fighting tooth and claw for survival, society an equilibrium of power struggle, humans as self interested beings without the ability for true altruism, my cat as a parasite, myself as a parasite of others, (western) civilization as the most brutal and exploitative oppressors thus far, the universe as a cold and indifferent clashing of physical forces without a reason or a cause. It is very frightening—but is it irrational?
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Oh, objective morality as an illusion, which is one of the hardest to accept.
Interesting, I find my thinking becomes increasingly 'rational' or accurate, the more depressed I get. What a psychiatrist might call 'psychotic depression' I would term darwinian revelations—at my most depressed I see nature for what it really is: a slaughterhouse of organisms, fighting tooth and claw for survival, society an equilibrium of power struggle, humans as self interested beings without the ability for true altruism, my cat as a parasite, myself as a parasite of others, (western) civilization as the most brutal and exploitative oppressors thus far, the universe as a cold and indifferent clashing of physical forces without a reason or a cause. It is very frightening—but is it irrational?
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Oh, objective morality as an illusion, which is one of the hardest to accept.
@Sensei
>>>Since depression is classified as a mental health condition, it should by definiton entail irrational thinkning
I don't agree with that at all, I think it is a power tactic to suppress disenfranchised people—not always, of course, but mostly.
'Sane' people, aka the masses, need to rationalize (their) life. One example of such an axiomatic rationalization would be "life is worth living". Nowadays, people who think (their) life is not worth living (anymore) are mostly labeled mentally ill and irrational. But whether or not a belief or an action is "rational" or rather reasonable depends upon value judgements. And if one of your axiomatic value judgements is, that life is worth living (under any circumstances or in general) then killing yourself would be irrational or unreasonable.
>>>However, if someone gets deeply depressed due to for instance the death of a family member, is that really irrational thinking?
No, of course not. Feelings are always valid, they cannot be 'false' or inappropriate. Calling someone's feelings 'irrational' is first of all a contradiction in terms, because feelings have no truth value in the first place (they aren't arguments or thoughts) and they don't adhere to the rules of logic; and second of all which feeling is 'appropriate' is simply a normative claim, made by a majority, or a minority—in this case a group with professional self interest: psychiatrists, psychologists and the pharmaceutical industry.
>>>I've seen a theory postulating that depressed people actually see the world as it really is, and I think that there might be some truth to that.
Yes, it's called depressive realism. Depressives assess their own performance, their level of influence upon the external world and their personal situation in general more accurately.
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And by "more accurately" I mean drastically so. You should look it up on wikipedia.
>>> it's common that people suffering from depression think that nobody likes them
Well that is difficult to empirically measure. For example, I have friends that would certainly answer yes if you asked them whether they like me or whether they would support me, etc ... but they don't always behave that way. They distance themselves from me, their body language or behaviour might suggest otherwise, their tone of voice might imply something totally different than the words they are saying.
>>> they may feel that they don't deserve to live
This is an even more difficult question, because it can not be answered. What does 'deserve to live' even mean? What authority decides who's lives are worth living and not worth living? Speculating, I would say this feeling usually arises with low societal status, which produces feelings of low self-worth, which are (at least dispositionally, evolutionarily, but still correctly even in civilized nations) totally justified in their negativity, because not being held in good esteem by your tribe/ family/ society means real, existential danger.
>>> who are tormented by depression and want help. To claim that they are simply suppressed
Their sentiments of disenfranchisement with, for example, unemployment, environmental catastrophe, discrimination, etc, are suppressed, or rather the critique these feelings could culminate in (for example through revolution, protest, civil rights movements, this forum (!) ) is, by claiming these people are mentally ill and the problem has it's root or cause inside their brain, or soul (psyche) instead of the society and world they live in.
>>> to say that they only imagine their pain
No, this is what more archaic societies have done and what many average people today still do, by saying "it is all in your head". Psychology also says "it is all in your head (or your nuclear family)", allthough it at least aknowledges the pain as real. I, on the other hand, am saying that your emotional reaction is accurate most of the time, your pain is real, your problem is real and most likely in the material, external world.
>>> I think you muddle the waters when you start talking about feelings instead of thoughts
Well, the distress is emotional, isn't it? Or do depressed people feel great? Aren't psychological problems mostly feeling problems? Anhedonia (not feeling pleasure), alexythymia (not feeling any emotions), mania (feeling to hyped, too much confidence), insomnia (feeling wound up and unable to sleep), etc... ?
>>> feelings can absolute be irrational, with fear being a typical example
I would ask you for an example, and you would probably say: fear of spiders, so phobias. But here again, if people have had very bad experiences with other human beings, calling them agarophobic and calling this fear irrational isn't an accurate description of what is going on. Most fears have a good reason, and all fears have a cause—for example evolutionary dispositions like fear of snakes. These are all normative, I will give you another example. Most people think preppers are irrational. But most honest scientists would agree that societal collapse within the next decades is very likely; still, people will call you crazy, a cook, irrational.
That feelings cannot be irrational was to say that they can not be 'false'. Only statements or conclusions can be false. Chronic pain serves no good function most of the time, but it is not 'false' because of that, it just is what it is. Feelings are also outside of moral judgements, so they can never be good or evil in a moral sense.
>>> If you think nobody likes you, when they in fact do that, than it's not realism.
Again, I would point to how we often say things but act in other ways. We say, for example, that we value honesty, justice, liberty, but take a look around you. Children say they 'love' their parents, but what does that actually mean? I would argue that our feelings often know more than what we understand with reason. If somebody is lying to you, it is often your feelings that give it away first, by observing body language, tone of voice and actual behaviour of the person.
Narcissistic abusers lovebomb their victims all the time. Societies always gas-light the most vulnerable subjects within them. etc. ..
I really really really wish I disagreed with that.Interesting, I find my thinking becomes increasingly 'rational' or accurate, the more depressed I get. What a psychiatrist might call 'psychotic depression' I would term darwinian revelations—at my most depressed I see nature for what it really is: a slaughterhouse of organisms, fighting tooth and claw for survival, society an equilibrium of power struggle, humans as self interested beings without the ability for true altruism, my cat as a parasite, myself as a parasite of others, (western) civilization as the most brutal and exploitative oppressors thus far, the universe as a cold and indifferent clashing of physical forces without a reason or a cause. It is very frightening—but is it irrational?
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Oh, objective morality as an illusion, which is one of the hardest to accept.
>>> they are triggered by internal factors, i.e. brain chemistry,
I have a problem with this narrative. Yes, the bad feelings might be a direct consequence of some neurotransmitter being released or not released, but why is the neurotransmitter released or not released?
>>> Again, I'll use myself as an example. When I have a depressive episode, I can literally think that I don't deserve to live because I'm not a good master for my pets. I feed them, I play with them, I pet them and so on, but I think that it's not enough and that I don't deserve to live. I think it will be very difficult to find anyone who thinks that this is not a proportional reaction by any means.
This is an example that I know from personal experience. But then again, I am behaving differntly towards my cat than I would if it could emote like a human being. I scare it off sometimes or yell at it, and afterwards I feel really bad for it. My question would be why are you constantly trying to measure your own sensibilities and reactions by comparing them with the sensibilities and reactions of others? Why don't you construe your feeling of guilt as a positive quality instead?
>>> . I fail to see how that can be connected to societal structures.
Simple: you feeling guilty for eating meat would have garnered you nothing but ridicule fourty years ago. Even today people make jokes about you for questioning this cultural practice of eating meat because you can sympathize with animals who are tortured and treated like dirt. Why should the majority of people be the measure of a reaction being appropriate?
>>> do you suffer from depression yourself?
That depends on what you think depression is. I certainly fit the DSM description of (atypical) chronic depression. But I don't see myself as ill. I would probably fit a whole host of PD diagnoses and anxiety diagnoses. Most people would.
>>> So, they simply misinterpret how they feel?
Where have I said that? How can you misinterpret how you feel? If I kick you in the nuts, do you have to interpret this feeling first before understanding that it hurts? You feel how you feel how you feel. Now, the reasons for w h y you feel how you feel is the point of discussion, and this is where it becomes a political issue.
>>> two thousand years of studies of mental health conditions and the research being carried out by thousands of psychologists and neurobiologists in dozens of countries around the world are misguided and/or a conspiracy?
Now I don't remember psychology being two thousand years old. AFAIK, psychology/ psychiatry are relatively young disciplines. Misguided, yes. A conspiracy, no. I'll just give you the example of drapetomania again, which was a psychiatric diagnosis of slaves that suddenly had the strong urge to run away from their farms. Or homosexuality, which was a psychiatric diagnosis until the late 1970s. Or hysteria, which somehow magically dissappeared with the rise of feminism. As a recent example, we have ADHD. Btw, why should the fact that a lot of people have studied something and created knowledge in a particular field of investigation imply that it is somehow legitimate? If this was true, should we take the scholastics serious again, who meticulously tried to logically prove the existance of god for thousands of years? Or what about alchemy?
I am not saying that psychology as a science is useless btw. It's function as an instrument of oppression and it's usefulness for other means aren't mutually exclusive. Psychology is useful in making people addicted to facebook, just to name one example.
>>> It seems you have come up with something truly unique no one has thought of before
As much as I would like to claim this—no. You could read Foucault, David Smail, Mark Fisher, Thomas Szasz, R.D. Laing—the mad in america podcast is a good one. Then sentiments like Jiddu Krishnamurtis have always rang true for me (It is no measure of health ... ).
>>> I fail to see what that has to do with the argument I put forth.
You said it is not realism if people like you and you think they don't. Then let me ask you again, how would you know whether a) the feeling you are expressing by saying "people don't like me" is actually expressing what you are sensing as a threat or a problem, i.e. the cause of your distress? As if human relationships could be broken down into such simple concepts like either being "liked" or not being "liked"; b) people actually "like" you and not just pretend to like you because they have ulterior motives, because they want to be polite, etc etc
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I'll give one more example. One of the most mystified topics in our culture is sexual competition/ the sexual market. You can see this by looking at our language: "true beauty comes from the inside", "personality is more important than looks", "what is on the inside counts", "you have to be polite/ a gentleman" etc etc. Now if you are exceptionally ugly, say a 2/10—members of the opposite sex will treat you with disinterest, because you have no value to them as a potential mate, and you will sense this, because your organism is a reproductive machine, and it reads these signals all the time. But there will be an obvious disconnect between your rational mind, which has been fed illusions and lives in a civilized world, where one doesn't show his disdain openly—and you live within a world of myths and illusions about sexual competition (and not just that, but also about nature, status, wealth, power in general), so there will be enormous cognitive dissonance. People will never admit to you that they find you ugly or that they are repulsed by you, not even a psychologist will. But you will sense that they are in fact acting as if they are repulsed.
Do you understand what I'm trying to explain? I realize I'm doing a bad job of it right now :-/
In this scenario, if you say "I feel that people don't like me"—would you be correct?
First, I believe that mental health conditions may be affected, amplified and not seldom even induced by society. A typical example of a mental health condition induced by society could be a depression over being unemployed and isolated. I do not believe that all mental health conditions can be explained solely by societal factors, though.
Second, I believe that unconventional thinking often is labeled irrational due to societal norms. The line between healthy pessimism and unhealthy depression can be thin or non-existent. The notion that life is misery is usually dismissed as overly negative, even though it's easy to support it with logical arguments. Political opinions which question the status quo are usually dismissed as unrealistic or utopian. A "mad" artist or scientist may be recognized as a genius later on. I do not believe that people suffering from all health conditions always are some kind of dissidents who simply think differently from the majority, though
I think a reason that we disagree on this is that we have very different experiences of psychiatric care. I would guess that your experience is very negative. Allow me to share my experience. Without any exaggeration whatsoever, I can say that 4 out of 5 psychiatrists and psychiatric nurses I've met (I've never talked to a psychologist) are among the most compassionate and respectful people I've met in my life. They have never forced me to anything. Once when I was highly suicidal they asked me if I it wouldn't be better if I stayed in the ward over night, I respectfully declined and they accepted that. I've told them about my suicidality and even discussed methods, and although it has made them nervous, they have focused on how to help me avoid suicide and never been judgemental or tried to section me. They accept and respect that I'm sometimes better read up than they are and that I use unconventional methods of self-treatment, including that I frequent a suicide forum. (No, I haven't mentioned that it's this forum, just that it's a "suicide forum".) They discuss my medication with me and if I want to change something, we change it. Now you tell me that they want to oppress me and manipulate me? Can you see why I, based on my experience, find your categorical dismissal absurd?
And it really isn't all that simple. I think I went from embracing psychology for many years (I have done a fair amount of amateur study of it) to totally rejecting it after growing more and more disillusioned with it. Maybe this is a thesis, antithesis, synthesis thing and I will have to come to a more balanced viewpoint; you have a balanced viewpoint when you state it like this:
I also derailed the conversation where there was absolutely no need to. It haunted me yesterday and I think I can see how I took a valid critique of psychiatry/ psychogy and applied it too generally.
Indeed, I can see now how you arrived at your opinion and why we differ so drastically; my experience with the medical profession has been very negative throughout my life. If I had psychiatrists (or doctors) like yours, who treat me as an equal and not as a criminal, a nuisance or an opportunity for a quick buck, then I would maybe be less critical.
>>> Do you honestly think that psychiatric care has been concieved by evil minds and that all psychologists and psychiatrists are sadists or unwitting tools?
No, not at all. Some mechanisms of oppression are blind and they establish themselves organically. Think of the bureaucracy surrounding unemployment for example, which is a mechanism of oppression without an evil mind having planned it. The people working in job centres also aren't evil, they are just doing their job, and neither are the politicians and lawyers who designed the system.
>>> A common theme is feelings of persecution. Although it's also difficult to quanitify, I'd say it's easier to evaluate that, as it should possible to determine if people actually persecute the person in question.
That's a good example, and I agree that we should label some thought patterns and behaviours as problematic. But on the other hand, we must also take seriously the person's feeling of persecution instead of simply dismissing it as a broken brain or madness—R.D. Laing dealt with schizophrenics that way—and instead try to see where this feeling might have it's origin; what is there in the person's life or history that could prompt the feeling of being persecuted? so, for example, he could be very isolated and lonely and the feeling of persecution could be an attempt to compensate for this, etc ...
>>> who claim that there are no mental illnesses
I honestly don't know where I stand with this yet. But the phenomena are happening, I won't deny that. My first rule is this: that I will always take what a person says at face value and believe their description of their inner world is more accurate than mine—and it is exactly this approach that is missing in many psychiatrists and psychologists, and if course the general public ("snap out of it", "seeking attention", ...).
>>>I'm not saying that the nature of contemporary society can't affect, amplify and not seldom induce mental health conditions, because I'm sure it can, but I'm not buying that all mental health coniditions solely are products of the society we live in.
Maybe I have said the word "society" one too many times. I am a hardcore pessimist about life and I truly believe that the assumption that good mental health is the ought-state of a human brain in this world is absurd in itself. Somewhat polemically I would even go so far as to say, that being able to sleep well and have a clean conscience as a human being is an indication of mental illness ... love, hope, youth, intoxication, euphoria, optimism—these are all states not of a clear mind, will you agree on that?
Thanks, I enjoyed talking to you and you reminding me that all that I know is that I don't know.
Interesting, I find my thinking becomes increasingly 'rational' or accurate, the more depressed I get. What a psychiatrist might call 'psychotic depression' I would term darwinian revelations—at my most depressed I see nature for what it really is: a slaughterhouse of organisms, fighting tooth and claw for survival, society an equilibrium of power struggle, humans as self interested beings without the ability for true altruism, my cat as a parasite, myself as a parasite of others, (western) civilization as the most brutal and exploitative oppressors thus far, the universe as a cold and indifferent clashing of physical forces without a reason or a cause. It is very frightening—but is it irrational?
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Oh, objective morality as an illusion, which is one of the hardest to accept.
Hey @Sensei , I was just reminded of you while reading Schopenhauer. I'll just try to make a crappy translation of the passage:
»Compassion with animals so closely lines up with quality of character, that we can safely say that a person who commits acts of cruelty against animals can not be a good person. (...)this is why very sensitive people, reminiscing how they, in a bad mood or a rage, unjustly or in an unnecessarily harsh manner mistreated their dog, their horse, their monkey, will feel the same remorse, the same dissatisfaction with themselves, that is commonly felt when remembering an injustice that one has committed against a fellow human being, where it is called the voice of conscience.«
Thanks, but it probably doesn't live up to a quality translation.That's like poetry to me and rings very true. That reminds me that I need to pet my cats now. :)