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diviosd

diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
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I don't even know how to explain it. Just a feeling that I've failed, and that my life will never feel like I'll go anywhere from here, and that I don't have time to accomplish anything in life. It's kind of silly because I'm realistically not very old, in theory I have plenty of life ahead of me and plenty of people accomplish things later in life, but I just cannot see a future for myself. No matter what I say to myself it's just a feeling I can't shake. I just can't see a road ahead for me. Not even necessarily that I plan to cbt anytime soon, I just can't believe that I have much ahead for me. It's hard to want to push further when I don't know what I'm pushing towards.
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

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May 5, 2022
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I don't even know how to explain it. Just a feeling that I've failed, and that my life will never feel like I'll go anywhere from here, and that I don't have time to accomplish anything in life. It's kind of silly because I'm realistically not very old, in theory I have plenty of life ahead of me and plenty of people accomplish things later in life, but I just cannot see a future for myself. No matter what I say to myself it's just a feeling I can't shake. I just can't see a road ahead for me. Not even necessarily that I plan to cbt anytime soon, I just can't believe that I have much ahead for me. It's hard to want to push further when I don't know what I'm pushing towards.
Somewhere along the line someone failed you. We don't like to blame our parents but it was someone's responsibility to instill a purpose in us. When we don't have that we try to find a purpose for ourselves and we get lost because we can't even imagine a way forward. Some times people find their own passion but many of us find it when we are shown a path to it and are lead by examples. Idk its all complicated.
 
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SadFoxDreamer83

SadFoxDreamer83

Student
Feb 7, 2025
145
I don't even know how to explain it. Just a feeling that I've failed, and that my life will never feel like I'll go anywhere from here, and that I don't have time to accomplish anything in life. It's kind of silly because I'm realistically not very old, in theory I have plenty of life ahead of me and plenty of people accomplish things later in life, but I just cannot see a future for myself. No matter what I say to myself it's just a feeling I can't shake. I just can't see a road ahead for me. Not even necessarily that I plan to cbt anytime soon, I just can't believe that I have much ahead for me. It's hard to want to push further when I don't know what I'm pushing towards.
I feel the same as you, I feel like I have no future or hope
 
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diviosd

diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
294
Somewhere along the line someone failed you. We don't like to blame our parents but it was someone's responsibility to instill a purpose in us. When we don't have that we try to find a purpose for ourselves and we get lost because we can't even imagine a way forward. Some times people find their own passion but many of us find it when we are shown a path to it and are lead by examples. Idk its all complicated.
yes, I think this is the truth. Very intelligent but also sad answer 🫠 it's hard to rebuild yourself when you've been failed by everyone who was supposed to build you
I feel the same as you, I feel like I have no future or hope
Wishing the best for the both of us
 
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Hollowman

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I've felt the same way for years.
 
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sorrymyfault

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All my life I felt this way, can't have a path of my own if every road has been erased from earth
 
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