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Exiled spirit

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Dec 25, 2019
98
I'm planning to end my life by SN. I have to do it in the apartment that I live in with my parents. Due to my financial, mental and physical state, I can't do it in a hotel room. So, I will probably be discovered and sent to a hospital few hours after taking SN.

Bare in mind that I live in a poor area in a third-world country, so the hospital I will be sent to probably never received any patient suffering from SN poisoning. Given that, I ask myself many times: what is the possibility of me being "saved" in such a hospital? Would doctors easily and quickly find out that I'm suffering from SN poisoning? And what is the possibility of me dying before even reaching the hospital if, let's say, I was found two hours after drinking SN?
 
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3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
63
Hello!! >_< If you're found two hours afters you took your SN, it's most unlikely that you'll be found alive.
I'f you're scared to get saved or found while using this method, maybe you should reconsider and choose other method!
 
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Exiled spirit

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Dec 25, 2019
98
Hello!! >_< If you're found two hours afters you took your SN, it's most unlikely that you'll be found alive.
I'f you're scared to get saved or found while using this method, maybe you should reconsider and choose other method!
I considered all methods. I found out that SN is the least risky method, given my circumstances.
 
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3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
63
I considered all methods. I found out that SN is the least risky method, given my circumstances.
Oh I see! I'm also considering SN but I don't think I can handle it. So my go-to will be hanging probs
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2025
400
what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho
 
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Exiled spirit

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Dec 25, 2019
98
what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho
I'm from a country in the middle east. I also hope that I don't need to end my life, but I personally think that, sooner or later, this is actually what's going to happen.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
400
I also hope that I don't need to end my life, but I personally think that, sooner or later, this is actually what's going to happen.
exact same thing for me unfortunately
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,008
They don't necessarily need to know it's sn poisoning to start treatment. They likely will restart your heart and can easily detect your high methemoglobin in your blood and start treatment right away, thing is they may not have methylene blue (the antidote) in store, especially if sn poisoning isn't common.
 
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Exiled spirit

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Dec 25, 2019
98
They don't necessarily need to know it's sn poisoning to start treatment. They likely will restart your heart and can easily detect your high methemoglobin in your blood and start treatment right away, thing is they may not have methylene blue (the antidote) in store, especially if sn poisoning isn't common.
If they restarted my heart but didn't have the antidote, would I die?
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

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Jan 4, 2025
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From what we've seen, yes. But there's a time and a margin of action for the SN, depending on the person. The brain is the last organ to die. My greatest fear is that they rescue me in time without dying completely, and then they leave me for dead and send me alive to the morgue (it's almost impossible). But that's the fear, and it most likely won't happen, since it acts quickly. A word of advice: if you do it at your parents' house, which is what I have to do, and what I would also do, since I don't have the option of going out even at 24, the suicide control is tremendous. I think it's better to leave a letter asking the doctors to do an electrocardiogram and an encephalogram to confirm death. I think it's a viable option, even if they do whatever they want later.
 
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roommate

Not in the moment
Feb 14, 2025
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what country you in? or just say what continent, i'm curious.
i heard about someone who only took like 4 grams hidden inside a bottle cop, and when he got sentenced to life, he turned the bottle upside down
and drank it , and he was dead within like 20 mins or whatever...
not telling anyone to do that, but i think it works pretty fast.
i hope you can work shit out before it comes to that tho
I think I know that clip, that isn't SN probably though.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2025
400
I think I know that clip, that isn't SN probably though.
no it wasn't the politician if thats who you mean. there was no clip of this, only text in an article
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,008
If they restarted my heart but didn't have the antidote, would I die?
Yes, eventually you will. The antidote is essential to survive in addition to the other things they do.
 
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cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
442
The first hour is the most crucial. Even by the end of the hour it's game over in most cases, but only if you follow the protocols closely. Since there are lots of things that will affect like empty stomach, antiemetics, quantity of SN etc.

PPH says to have 24 hours of alone time now, it used to be 6-8 hours before if I remember.
 
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imOK

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Apr 10, 2025
232
I'd follow protocol as close as possible and whatever I'd do, I'd *not* take more thinking it will maybe kill me quicker - it mostly makes it more likely one will throw up, paradoxically making the whole thing more survivable. People sleep for 6-8 hours, I would time it in a way where I'd take it the moment people go to bed. It'd be better if you were alone for 24h, but I guess that's the next best thing. Be aware even if you follow the protocol perfectly, you might throw up. Throwing up is loud.

Some people's goodbye posts I read in this forum suggested also that some people went to a park or forest to take it. One could also slip out like that, without needing a hotel.
 
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anonymous2025

Dead Inside
Apr 9, 2025
111
Hello!! >_< If you're found two hours afters you took your SN, it's most unlikely that you'll be found alive.
I'f you're scared to get saved or found while using this method, maybe you should reconsider and choose other method!
I personally believe it is different for everybody. For example. I watched a guy ctb via SN recently, he was probably around 200lbs. He actually filmed everything begginging to end, then set to upload a few days later. From what I could see, he fell unconscious after 25 to 30 minutes, took his last breath 45 minutes in, he did 30mg SN and Meto and benzo. I believe it varies according to weight and mgs takin. I'm probably 115lbs now. Usually 135lbs and I'm hoping to go unconscious rather quickly after injestion.
If they restarted my heart but didn't have the antidote, would I die?
Yes. The antidote is the only way to reverse the symptoms of acute SN injestion.
I think I know that clip, that isn't SN probably though.
The arson millionaire?
no it wasn't the politician if thats who you mean. there was no clip of this, only text in an article
I think it's the arson millionaire.
 
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3ngel

princess
Nov 26, 2024
63
I personally believe it is different for everybody. For example. I watched a guy ctb via SN recently, he was probably around 200lbs. He actually filmed everything begginging to end, then set to upload a few days later. From what I could see, he fell unconscious after 25 to 30 minutes, took his last breath 45 minutes in, he did 30mg SN and Meto and benzo. I believe it varies according to weight and mgs takin. I'm probably 115lbs now. Usually 135lbs and I'm hoping to go unconscious rather quickly after injestion.
I see but I mean it's pretty much impossible to be found alive if you took the right mgs and shi like that? I don't know but I want to ctb using SN too. i'm 88lbs rn so i might fall unsconscious pretty fast? i hope so >.<
 
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anonymous2025

Dead Inside
Apr 9, 2025
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I'd follow protocol as close as possible and whatever I'd do, I'd *not* take more thinking it will maybe kill me quicker - it mostly makes it more likely one will throw up, paradoxically making the whole thing more survivable. People sleep for 6-8 hours, I would time it in a way where I'd take it the moment people go to bed. It'd be better if you were alone for 24h, but I guess that's the next best thing. Be aware even if you follow the protocol perfectly, you might throw up. Throwing up is loud.

Some people's goodbye posts I read in this forum suggested also that some people went to a park or forest to take it. One could also slip out like that, without needing a hotel.
Hey just wanted to add to this, following protocol is a must to succeed. Also the thought that more is better, usually isn't the case, as I've heard of people ctb after gulping down 25gs of SN and then puking, as the meto moves whatever is in the stomach faster into the small intestine where it's then delivered into the blood stream. Once that happens, it's game over, even if throwing up, although 2 to 3 cups is still recommended as to be 100% sure to succeed in ctb.
 

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