4 hours left. My plan:

[noidea1984]

2am: 400mg pregabalin. I don't have any benzos, so this is the best sedative I could find.
3am: 30g KN + 250mg metoprolol. I do have propranolol but metoprolol is cardioselective so it might be better.
Possible addition: 15mg oxycodone. If I don't get any answers on whether or not to use it then I'll avoid it. It's not for anything other than easing the process.

Not going to disclose how I got my hands on all this stuff, I don't want people copying what I did.
Also, no antiemetic available. I don't have the time or money to find one, so I just have to hope my iron stomach can handle the pressure.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

if you add the painkillers make sure to time it close ish so it doesn't knock you out and hypothetically leave you unable to finish what you're doing. look up the onset for the exact pills you have (some are ER etc)

 

[Werewolf.]

Goodbye, friend. Perhaps I'll join you someday.

 

[human909]

I wish you good luck and i hope you find the peace that you've been looking for.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[noidea1984]

if you add the painkillers make sure to time it close ish so it doesn't knock you out and hypothetically leave you unable to finish what you're doing. look up the onset for the exact pills you have (some are ER etc)

the oxy and meto are about 30 minutes onset, pregabalin is varied between 40-80 minutes. I might move the pregabalin to about 30 minutes before KN just in case

 

[whywere]

Love and peace to you.

Walter

 

[brittlemoth]

I wish you peace.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

KN is potassium or Potassium azide ?

 

[noidea1984]

KN is potassium or Potassium azide ?

Potassium nitrite

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you. would you care to leave us with some of your favorite music etc?

 

[DarkestSoul]

Godspeed
Wish you nothing but the peace

 

[noidea1984]

we're here with you. would you care to leave us with some of your favorite music etc?

I don't have much that I listen to unfortunately. The only interesting things I have are a small collection of laserdiscs and C.E.Ds

 

[maniac116]

Have a smooth transition friend

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Peace be with you, sending you love.

 

[Anon7b8]

Safe travels stranger. Might i ask if sodium cyanide would work as well as potassium? My preferred method is sn. But would always be nice to have a back up plan. As NaCn is the only available next best thing, other than hanging or jumping, am wondering if it does the job as well.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.

 

[CatLvr]

Peace be with you. I hope your transition is smooth and painless.

 

[outrider567]

Hope you went peacefully

 

[billie]

i hope you found peace

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope your at peace, and the journey there was gentle.

 

[Endofpain]

Safe travels stranger. Might i ask if sodium cyanide would work as well as potassium? My preferred method is sn. But would always be nice to have a back up plan. As NaCn is the only available next best thing, other than hanging or jumping, am wondering if it does the job as well.

Same thing. You just have to compensate for the difference in molecular weight.