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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Hello,so b asically this 3 weeks i have been taking 1 mg of lexapro and 15mg of mirtazapine everyday and gonna explain how i feel:

-no effects till week 2,started by having the ability of talk whit my family and talk whit others,i couldnt before
-week 3,started playing again,i couldnt before,having less suicidal thoughts but still there

If you read any of my ther post you will know that i am going to ctb via SN this year if possible,so i just stop taking them because i dont wanna get better,its that simple but i just wanted some peace till i can ctb

wish you have a good day!
 
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randomz

randomz

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Nov 4, 2019
395
I am happy ADs work for you, I have been on them for about 2 months now and see little to no improvement. I hope you get even better and start enjoying life again.
 
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blivogade

blivogade

Member
Nov 7, 2019
88
Im glad they are working for you and providing you some comfort :heart:
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
I am happy ADs work for you, I have been on them for about 2 months now and see little to no improvement. I hope you get even better and start enjoying life again.
thanks but still gonna ctb, i dont want to get better or enjoy life just peace
 
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Zozo

Zozo

Member
May 4, 2020
45
SSRIs, SNRIs, antidepressants etc. work differently for everybody. Sucks cause they all usually take a good month or so to start taking effect IF they're going to take effect. Like if somebody is severely depressed and seeks help with these medications they have to wait a long time to find out if they are going to benefit them...and if they dont, the DR will switch to a different one...another month of waiting....and so on ugh. it's a roll of the dice.
If you find a medication that actually helps you, you're lucky. Stick with it....its rare.
 
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