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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
I am shocked as it seems my body has told my brain that alcohol is no bueno! Normally I'd eventually come back around to it, and go even harder until my pancreas would scream in pain. Somehow I've been able to not even have a thought of it, the smell makes me wanna puke. I say go all in and just stop, dipping your toes in the pool won't work. Just got labs done and I'm looking normal now, besides my chronic pancreatitis :/ but I'll take that pain over a bad flare up.
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
Congratulations!

I'm coming up on 22 months sober and it has been worth it. I stopped too late to avoid health consequences, but they aren't severe and it would be much worse if I kept going.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Ah cool ,. Congrats to you both ! It's all easier said than done but I know it's Possible.... Now I need to do that myself but the vicious cycle has me sadly.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
Ah cool ,. Congrats to you both ! It's all easier said than done but I know it's Possible.... Now I need to do that myself but the vicious cycle has me sadly.
Hell yeah it is. Took many times circling back around and around, jail, all the fun stuff lol. Just can't beat yourself up for not making it instant or trying to change too many things at once.
 
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logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
The body can regenerate completely or almost completely.

Be brave - after a short time you will feel much fitter again and sleep better.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Good job man! I've been slowing down myself, but I should probably just go it cold turkey like you did.
 
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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
Good job man! I've been slowing down myself, but I should probably just go it cold turkey like you did.
Just don't stress yourself out over it, I always would be at my worst when I tried juggling too many things. I still smoke cannabis though, so I'm not 100% but good enough for me.
 
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Blue LIPS

Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
542
Also dosing yourself with antipsychotics and just laying around to avoid feeling like too much shit helps lol Campril didn't work for me, in fact those types of meds make me want it more.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I haven't drink alcohol for 1 month now.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,281
Congrats to all global family members that quit booze. I did too a few years ago and it was tough as I LOVE beer. All of you are so incredible because it is very hard to do. Now even cutting back is tough and congrats to those folks also. If one falls off the wagon, work at it and hop back on the wagon, one never fails ever in life and everyone here are winners hands down!! Walter
 
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time4sleep

Member
Jul 18, 2021
93
Good for all of you that have quit, very impressive!
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
damm, and how you doing? I wish want desire to stop smoking weed, have done it in the past with support groups, but I want to try without them, it has not been easy, so congratulations!! hope you are still doing good and if not, dont be so hard on yourself, just a little and kind too ;)
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,297
Fucking Well Done.
Wish I could just make the decision:: and stick with it. I'm way happier healthier when I do.
Have been microdosing h again to keep from withdrawals, but yeah I managed to find a dealer in this rural wasteland.
I'm into farming so it's tough and I'm strong and healthy so no-one irl knows I'm self destructing.
Love making it hard 4 myself, huh. Fasttracking tcb plans now.
Anyway well done // don't give yr sobriety up no matter what yr head / heart tell you ♥
 
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BetweenRadioStations

BetweenRadioStations

Student
Aug 10, 2021
134
I am shocked as it seems my body has told my brain that alcohol is no bueno! Normally I'd eventually come back around to it, and go even harder until my pancreas would scream in pain. Somehow I've been able to not even have a thought of it, the smell makes me wanna puke. I say go all in and just stop, dipping your toes in the pool won't work. Just got labs done and I'm looking normal now, besides my chronic pancreatitis :/ but I'll take that pain over a bad flare up.
That's awesome man!
I got 3 years. One day at a time!!!

Cheers*
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
796
You are amazing.
I have always just swapped one thing for another
You deserve to be very proud.:halo::heart:
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Today I'm clean too!
 
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ven

Member
Aug 11, 2021
64
Congratulations Blue LIPS and everyone else who is sober or attempting to become sober or thinking about trying out sobriety. As BetweenRadioStations stated, focus on each day at a time.
 
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jing

Slowly discovering my place here in this world.
Oct 9, 2020
35
Congratulations, my friend! It's not easy, really proud of you.

I'm around 2 months now. I'm not counting my days but - one day at a time lol
 
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