21st birthday

[yeaimhere13]

my last couple of birthdays have been absolute shit but i think this years is going to take the cake. last year, just before my 20th, i went through a psychotic episode (?) which worsened my already debilitating OCD. i've pretty much been on a downward spiral since then. i have no friends, no hobbies, goals, desire for close relationships, etc. i've become quite depressed and isolated from my family. im getting older while my life is only getting worse. my 21st is next week and im not looking forward to it. feeling very alone :"<

 

[IndictEvolution]

You mean you're not addicted to life?! SHIT! SOMEONE INJECT THIS GUY ASAP!!! WE'RE LOSING HIM!!!

 

[yeaimhere13]

You mean you're not addicted to life?! SHIT! SOMEONE INJECT THIS GUY ASAP!!! WE'RE LOSING HIM!!!

i cant tell if this is supposed to be ironic or not but yeah life sucks only thing keeping me around is my family

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.

 

[StupidCat]

I'm on the same boat. I'm only alive cause of my family and fleeting hope that things will get better eventually. Not sure how well it would go.

 

[yeaimhere13]

I'm on the same boat. I'm only alive cause of my family and fleeting hope that things will get better eventually. Not sure how well it would go.

yup same here. always hoping something will change but nothing ever does